AKSHAYE TRITI-2009- A MEDITATION WITH WATER- THIS WAS DONE AFTER THE IN-DEPTH MEDITATIVE TALK ON THE SUBJECT
Om music is played… it is then reduced to a very soft volume, and instead
the sounds of a real water fountain in the room, are
now clearly audible…
Close you eyes beloveds…. And see your
self near a body of water… an ocean- sea - river- stream – a lake – a natural
pool… anything that makes you comfortable; be there or allow that body of
water to be here with you … and feel the Ah… that inexpressible ah one feels
near water; commune with the water … be one what it symbolizes… its essence ; link with… blend… your energy fields with water; enter
into harmony …oneness with it… engage with it thru your 5 senses … because even as you do,
the outer senses activate the inner senses , to commune more directly with
water beyond its external forms…
So come beloveds, SEE water in its many
forms so that your inner senses tallow you to see its essence; see an ocean…a sea… now a river…and it becomes a water fall… and
then a pool and a stream… see a lake… still pool of water… see water in its
myriad forms; now see its myriad qualities … attributes; see its stillness- yet view its deeper momentum; see it flowing, ever changing, yet always the
changeless same; see it cascading as a waterfall, recouping, and continuing
afresh… renewed; see rain pouring pouring pouring abundantly; see the ocean and
its waves… the whole and its individuated aspects rising out in unique
explorations of the whole for the whole…and merging back…to arise anew …Akshaye indeed; see splashes of delight …
see water …colorless … formless… unless viewed in its collective … come
beloveds see and commune visually with water and its essence…
Now TOUCH water… commune with water
through touch… so that the inner
senses immerse you in its essence beyond its physicality; dip your feet in a
lovely still pool …feel the inner momentum of true stillness; allow waves to
spray onto you and dry off …as you are not the wave ; run your hands in the
river as your boat cleaves through…your personal journey…exploration; sit in glorious waterfall simultaneously in all
three states of its cascading down, its stillness and its flow; allow bounteous rain to drizzle… pour… onto you… allow it to enter every atom,
molecule cell within you… come beloveds commune with water through touch… remain
afloat on it…
Come now TASTE… the tastelessness of
water… understand neti neti… not this
not that through this… understand bliss… not ups, not downs… yet so sweet… like
spring water… in spite of its tastelessness; come play with this taste in your
mouth… feel it on your tongue…allow it to enter deep through your throat chakra
into every molecule cell… come beloveds commune with water through its taste…
Now experience water though subtler senses…
INHALE water beloveds; inhale the fragrance
of the sea… its mystery…its unknown
essence… its power… its vastness… its memory of all that is… ah; inhale the scent of
rain on earth … its richness… its life
force as all bursts into life; tap into
wherever these fragrances take you … to
that indefinable, inexpressible ah…
memory of void… abundant… restful… joyous… being that you inherently are; come
beloveds commune with water through its fragrances…
Yes beloveds, see, taste, touch,
inhale…become one with… water and its essence of essence…beyond words and forms;
And now engage in water in its purest ‘form’…be one with its vibrations… what you call sounds; know that
sound is the densest form of vibration and know that vibrations are the purest
forms of all that has form… allow your ear chakras to activate…and HEAR
the sounds of water…commune with its primordial forms…
-Come place a conch, a shell at your ear…and hear this primordial sound as source flows out…
don’t seek to define its mystery… don’t seek to understand this sound… just
enjoy… this purest of vibrations of ‘water’…
-Come hear a conch being blown… hear
that which Vishnu and the Gods blow (sounds of a conch
are played) their outgoing breath as void /source… pours out as the
power to create & maintain the universe…hear the conch as your outgoing
breath creating & maintaining your personal
universe
-Hear the ocean waves (sounds of ocean- waves are played) hear the power of the whole; hear
aspects of this Self caress each other; hear them surging out in this
lovemaking…peaking…as waves of pure being; hear them crash …merge back to allow
the paradox of becoming more than ‘all that is’…
-Hear the sounds of rain (rain sounds are played) pouring every year permeating all with Itself…
its bounty …life force… fulfillment… hear it as drizzle, hear it as pouring
down
-Hear the lap lap laps of a boat cleaving
through the waters (boat through the waters sounds
are played)… tap into the rhythm of your personal journeys in from
source… the lap lap lap of your unique exploration
-Hear a river flowing (river sounds are played) hear life beautiful life …
experience true surrender through these sounds…going with the flow… over
pebbles …judging them not… through different fields yet change less river…
knowing you spring from source and weave your self back to a deeper vaster
source
-Hear
the sounds of a water fall (water fall sounds are
played) hear the crashing… the recouping … the flowing out…
-Hear
drops of water… (Drops of water sounds are played)
each like a pure musical note, each unique… Inviolate… and yet together like
the most beautiful love song
-Hear
the sounds of the soundless, become conscious of the unconscious –(Beautiful blends of water music is played)
-Come
beloveds become water… its essence… its qualities… source (sounds of the essence of water with music woven in is played)
*** (Sounds of the essence of water with music woven in is played in
the back ground)Come beloveds become one with water; its essence…
become one with ocean of consciousness…one with void, source; don’t differentiate between its different forms
sounds; become one with water… its essence beyond words … become Source…
-Come beloveds become source Shakti… lost in
your bounty… beauty …and its myriad
nuances…forms…lost in your abundance…be
one with it…this is very important, become one with all that is…be shakti swirling
dancing whirling twirling in her myriad faceted beingness..
-Now see yourself in the medium/mirror of
awareness… in Shiva eyes; see … become
consciously aware… of your beauteous bounty… universes ,worlds, planets, stars,
skies, nature, flower s fruit, life forms… the
people and things in your personal lives…all aspects of this bounty… see
your Ah…this is what I am… see your
fulfillment in this awareness
-See Shiva looking at Self… his shakti… his
bounty… beauty… glory- universes -worlds-nature-personal people-things -going
AH in the fulfillment of ah that is what I am… see it beloveds this is very importa
-And real-ize that this conscious awareness
of all that you are… is Love…is life…is existence; consciousness of the
unconscious is supra consciousness; like an orgasm, higher, finer, more & more
& more…my abundance ,beauty, fulfillment, infinitely expanding, ah Akshaye indeed… - See self as ever expanding ripples of
water… still in the centre… yet infinitely expanding…self in ever expanding circles… ***
Sounds of the essence of water with music woven in is played in the
back ground Once again now… as an
expanded energy field beyond words…as void…source…consciousness… see
your chakric system light up…blink blink… blink…all in shades of silver… gold …peacock feather blue
and turquoise…like peacock feather centers…
- see energy strands pour out like a grid, a
lattice, a network, a labyrinth, waves of water … pure vibration… connecting
you to earth; become one with earth Gaia and her energy fields…and even as
you do view your and her energy field as one and strands pour out like a grid,
a lattice, a network, a labyrinth, waves of water … pure vibration… connecting you
to the solar system… galaxy… universe…
-connecting you to pure awareness Shiva; and pure beingness… Void… Shakti. Rest in this
expanded energy field… one with pure awareness Shiva as sun; and what
awareness/Shiva is aware of… pure beingness… as Moon; be the Sun and Moon
of Akshaye triti…
***
Sounds of the essence of water with music woven in is played in the
back ground In this expanded state of being… view current self
near a body of water in a heaven on earth place…star card for tarot
travelers…and see yourself as an expanded self…chalice…as a Shiva…sitting cross-legged by the body of
water…
-and understand that Shiva is symbolic of ‘awareness’; there
is no ‘separate’ Shiva; indeed all points of awareness make a ‘Shiva’ and as
large field of awareness that you are in this Now… you are akin to Shiva… (in
analogy like your many pores make up a you … they do not exist in separation… when looking outside through a …as a pore you
view self as a limited tiny pore but when you look within you the pre know you
are the whole body)…
-in this expanded state of being… be a Shiva
in the now… ready for a humongous task that only Shiva can undertake… be in
this state of preparedness- still and at ease…
***
The music changes into a charged dynamic mantra…picking up tempo…
And in this ... allow the 2nd
coming of the waters… now…. onto your crown chakra… allow, feel, see, hear, smell… know; receive
as a magnified field this water… source… void… beauty… bounty… fulfillment… for
self and earth; again… and again…and yet again… allow the 2nd coming
of the waters… onto your crown chakra…
allow, feel, see, hear, smell… know; receive and know…the second coming
of the waters takes you and earth into a finer deeper higher vibration of the
material experience of spirit…to a exalted plane in the here and now; once
again receive as a magnified field this water… source… void… beauty… bounty…
fulfillment… for self and earth; Be receptive… like water ….allow water to
enter… permeate…fill expand …burst…. fill expand burst this higher finer richer
deeper abundance, bounty, beauty, fulfillment onto your homes, relationships,
environments, cities, country, world earth…
ALL MUSIC STOPS. THERE IS COMPLETE SILENCE for a while…and then a
softer stream like water sounds music… with birds comes on…
Be
like river… go with the flow… directing not where the second coming of
the waters takes you.. or mankind… only knowing it takes you and humanity to
larger ocean of self …
Be
still like the surface of a calm sea and yet allow this momentous happening
deep within you …
Be
like a wave rising out as glorious new experiences…
Be
different unique drops…appreciate every other and its role…
Be
the 2nd coming of the waters for self and humanity….
A ENGLISH SONG- WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD- COMES ON…
See self as the wave merge into the
ocean…
See self as river… merge into the spring
& sea…
See self as rain drop… merge into soil
earth
Become source and its bounty… beauty …fulfillment…
and pour into self…home…office…environment…city…country…EARTH…
Be drunk on this essence of essence … its
all that exists… the forms may change, yet the essence remains the same… the source is eternal, endless ever akshaye
within you ….
SO IT IS, SO IT IS SO IT IS….
You may open your eyes gradually… (and as people do… the ENGLISH SONG QUE SEAR SERA is going on…) live
in this spirit of que sera sera…
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