MEDITATIVE EXPLORATION ON BIRTH OF A SOUL- TO INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC AND CHANTS

This meditation actually was a continuation from the last…expanded sense of self…but I have separated them for two reasons: for easier reading and as they can be ‘practiced’ separately by you…

What we have done is taken you all into higher zones.. Theta zones of awareness… In this we will speak of the birth of a soul… do not try and intellectually understand it just experience it, feel it… Know that you are All that Is, you are the vastness you are Godself… and you choose to experience through this finely honed focus All That Is and in this ….the flame….light ….of awareness which you all have lit (within your brain in prior exercises) ‘all’ comes alive….

View yourself, view your energies (come ‘down’ if you like) giving life force experiencing self as the mineral kingdom. Be the mineral kingdom, feel this being ness of the mineral kingdom, know that it is this Godselves… first form so to say. Feel your qualities as the mineral kingdom… firm, still, steady, compact, solid, safe, secure. Trust… see yourself glistening and smooth… feel your solidity… and having experienced (because we have to speak in linear terms) self as the mineral kingdom… I choose to now experience myself as life… through my plant kingdom… and I shoot out of this mineral kingdom that I am, tiny shoots… life! I experience life for the first time…(all of you feel what this word life means)… sprouting out, growing, unfurling leaves, flowers, stems, trees…Life, glorious life… and even as I experience life I want to experience movement… I want to experience looking at All that I Am and I now vivify what you call the animal kingdom - birds, reptiles, insects, animals, mammals  and I move and I bark and I roar and I look through eyes and I smell through nose and I hear through ears at All That I am… I eat this life force and feel how it vivifies me. I stand on my mineral kingdom and feel its firmness I can simultaneously experience All that I am... And I am evolving …in your terms… experiencing self as more evolved… (In your terms…) animals what you can even call domesticated animals... I am becoming dog… near mankind, I am becoming horse near mankind, I am becoming sheep near mankind and I am experiencing my Self more and more…

Now we are going to tell you something little complex… but just be with us… animals have what is called group souls, so all the dogs will have a group soul called the dog soul, or the lions will have a group soul called the lion soul because that is what I am really experiencing!  My qualities as dog, my qualities as lion, my qualities as elephant. Now come along little further with us and each species each and every experience of each and every let us say elephant is combined in what we will call a tabernacle or what you can imagine a bucket of water so all the dog experiences become a part of this one bucket of water... of course this bucket of water has different shades, it ranges all the experiences of what you will call denser and to what you will call finer and purer. And this ‘finer frequency’ ...level of the bucket, this purer water, is now ready to become human!

I am ready to explore myself in my own divine form for which I needed to experience myself as mineral as plant as animal. And each of this still remains in your physical human bodies; you have minerals …organics… are made up of proteins. Indeed if you view your Vedic horoscopes you even have your animal aspect! (Called yoni)

And now ‘I’ am ready to experience myself as divine child of my Self and therefore this tabernacle which has been so carefully prepared and experienced over millennia, the ‘top’ level… the surface level in analogy of a bucket…or the sum total of the finer frequency… is ready for the game to begin in earnest and this is what is called the second outpouring. The first was all of this …when I experienced myself as mineral, plant and animal, but now I have prepared an aspect of myself ready for the big game. So now in the second outpouring, fresh spirit blends with this preparation! View that aspect of yourself rising up, up, up, up to meet what you may call ‘fresh spirit’, Pure Whole, Godself and the mating takes place of spirit and matter to form what you call a soul... the birth of a soul... become aware of what the soul is beloveds….we talk of it so lightly… it is spirit and matter… and as this mating takes place a soul is born… it inherently has all the experiences of  that mineral kingdom and plant kingdom and animal kingdom and yet it has mated with fresh spirit.

View within you this ‘process’…and your soul being born now, view your own soul being born. View it as a part of all that is, having explored all that is, but as soul… as an individuation of the finest order…a focus to play the biggest game so to say…it now has a film around it, a thin film like a bubble so that henceforth ‘your’ focus …’your’ experiences will be yours, your soul’s, your individuation's, so that you/they do not get mixed up with all the other experiences I have as creator. This is the birth of individuation as you know it! It is a recording if you like, of one range of experiences, to be kept intact from another…soul’s.

In this birth …this is the beginning of ‘karma’ as you know karma to be- what you would call karma - because each soul inherently has all the latent impressions of that tabernacle of minerals, plant,  animal from which it rises… and it chooses hence forth to work out what you would call the I Am Not, the polarities, the ‘negatives’ and to expand what you would call the positives of the sum total of its experience thus far!

Feel your soul... view your soul… and understand that henceforth your soul individuates as seemingly past, present & future selves…but each is an experience… a sojourn if you like…for the soul. And each experience is recorded or experienced in the soul…in our analogy… in that bubble! Just like you could go to a dance or dinner or class…each of these three experiences would be experienced by the one you!

Now…more. As this soul makes various expeditions…what you refer to as  ‘taking birth’ time and again -you already know the law of attraction so we will not delve into that- each experience- or what you call each ‘life’ or ‘current self’ - attracts towards itself, its several ‘bodies’ (Mental, emotional, etheric, and physical) based on that which the soul has chosen to experience, expand and disempower though this focus… this current self! So as each current self…descends to the material plane passing through the higher planes…it draws towards it a mental body from the mental plane …an emotional body from the astral plane… based on its vibrations thus far…and thus are your bodies made up! These bodies being your energy field or mind! And again view karma through this! You attract towards self…from every plane…what is contained within you…as your mind! Your plans! Which you then play out…expand…and it is this expansion that is ‘recorded’ in the soul; so that when it again forays out…descends through the several planes…it attracts based on this new expansion! This is evolution! And as ‘you’ evolve you contribute to the soul more love, more joy, more bliss and therefore when it descends again it draws likewise a higher mental and astral body and this process to and fro continues till the soul receives ‘back’ only spirit again… only love …only joy…soul expanded through its sojourns in the  material dimension. Of course this is briefly put…

Now more       …remember the soul doesn’t venture to and fro! The soul sends out selves…focuses …like a zoom lens! And if you can conjure a camera with several zoom lenses protruding out…each taking a different view of the scene….you will know each ones impressions are received in the same one camera! Yes? And just like the various filters of each zoom lens will filter out all that is not required for the final picture…so does each self! And the bubble …the soul… only records… what you call positive impressions…for nothing else exists in this realm of fresh spirit… only the love, only the joy, only the feel good… all the rest is worked away through the different bodies……and this is why we say no ‘negative’ exists! It doesn’t! All ‘negative experiences that you go through as current self…all the limitations, all the fear, are shadows which you filter out! They do not go ‘back’ into the soul. The soul is only a storehouse, a repository of all the positive that you are. And therefore, in the larger sense, what you have called ‘limitation’ and what you have called ‘negative’ does not exist.

Understand through analogies… When you see your finale picture that you take from the camera…surely what you did not focus on, what your filters removed…does not exist? When you have finished playing a game with beloveds…what exists? Only the joy and love surely…not the going up and down the snakes and ladders? When you make love what exists? Only the love surely…not the friction within the act? Each self, or life or focus…call it what you may… is an adventure, an experience the soul has just chosen… to go out and take back something vital from that, something that adds to its love and power and abundance and beauty.

We have a reason why we are taking you through this … just be with this....be in full connection with that you have considered soul- but thus far thinking of it to be some glowing part of you disconnected from your physical self!

My deepest love and thankfulness to each one of you…….