MOVING BEYOND THE I –FROM WITNESS
TO A STATE OF WITNESSING
We confer onto an act/state of witnessing- an identity- and thus turn a
‘state of witnessing’ into ‘a’ Witness! However as we move into, establish
and abide as this all encompassing ‘Witness/I’ there comes its own dissolution –
we move even from this vastest identity – into pure beingness and a state of
witnessing - without any identity whatsoever. No I/Self even; no hooks to hang
our hats on
This vast, all-inclusive, all-penetrating and in the Now act/state of
witnessing - is that which we label as Self-I.
The narrower, more surface, much excluding & based in time &
space is what we call the participant-self-i .Thus as we move from self to
Self, as we expand our sense of i to I… we increasingly move from being
participant into further and further degrees of being the witness…till we abide
as the Witness. But then as said above, there comes upon Its own dissolution –
the move from identification- the move from ‘being the witness’ to the identity
less state of witnessing! Thus in the ultimate sense it is not only the
ego-self that dissolves, but also the I/Self/.
The paradox is that as ego self increasingly dissolves, the I/Self
increasingly establishes. And only then, once established as I/Self… can
It’s dissolution…happen!
The more we are the ego self, the i, the participant- the more are we
are spectator to merely a small range from all of existence – what we view as our
lives, our world, the past/present linear line! As we expand into Witnessing,
Self, I - we witness a vaster existence - the universe, consciousness, the now
and thus past/present/future! Yet, as this Witness, Self, I we can choose
to focus on the ‘smaller here and now of our lives’ and thus live at both
levels!
In a very basic analogy (so go with the gist please): As ego, i ,
participant and its thus limited vision you could see a bird cross your window…
but as the bird flies by… you cant see it anymore! But once established in the vaster vision of
Self/I… you could see the birds entire journey…if you chose! We all think oh
wow we will all then be able to see everything and know everything - ut
paradoxically as that all seeing Witness/Self one is only focused on whatever
their Now is about!
Even as i see what i
write i can distinguish between being the participant (involved in the
writing).... moving being The Witness...(of the writing self) and finally the
state of witnessing...(No me/I) try it!
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