Guru Purnima  group meditation                 18-07-08

Just close your eyes...just feel relaxed... and rest... and surrender to the evening...Surrender, of course...to Guru Consciousness itself...allow it to take you...where ever each of  you needs to go...in this now...if we can surrender one evening...we will be able to move into more and more surrender...

Music begins...

Feel the energies in the room change...see swirls of energy pouring over each of you...

Bhajan starts (kadam kadam lete hue teri yaad aati hai...jahaan bhi dekho wahan bhi toh ...tuhi tuhi... guruji aap hi toh avatar ho) ...permeates the room...

So allow this Guru consciousness … whoever or whatever ‘Guru’              means to you ... to  pervade the room ... and you ...

Gold like discs are descending... even as you sit...encircling each one of you like a    hoopla ... playing with you...dancing with you...twirling you around...entering you ...permeating you... removing all resistance...

See yourself dance with your masters...

They are laughing into your eyes...

They are twirling you around...

They are telling you not to learn anything...

Not to do anything...to just be...to just enjoy...

See yourself playing hide and seek with them...

see the dance slowing...

you are somewhat replete...

and you just fall into his embrace...

Bhajan ends...

Each one here is surrounded with the presence of what you may call your masters... guides... consciousness itself... twirling ... swirling all around you;  it has taken you through a merry dance and whether you realize it or not you have been shaken loose of all that was not required in the now... any resistance...any shyness; you have danced in wild abandon...you have played hide and seek... and like children playing... fulfilled, happy, tired in its fulfillment... you lay your head in your Guru’s lap... in consciousness’s lap;  and even as you did that, in that split second when there were no questions, no answers… when all you wanted was to put your head in that lap...

It filled you, permeated you in ways far beyond your understanding; remain with that... each one of you... for a few of moments... remain with that... and feel the sudden change within you... subtle ...  ahh.... and yet so palpable... one more layer of conditioning gone... one step closer to where ever it is that you require to be in the now.

Greetings... Greetings...Greetings from Divyaa consciousness... blending... merging... in gestalt... with Diamond consciousness; for those of who do not know- the symbolic term diamond that blends with Divyaa at this point refers to   Nita... Anju... Hamsi... Divyaa consciousness. This  has become one beautiful, swirling field of energy in the centre of this circle... attracting towards it that which we require in our midst... you may view it as a circle... twirling... rotating... disc like... ahhhhh... attracting into it... that energy... that master... that Guru... that consciousness ...that each of you... require in the now...

Greetings... from the Unknown Master... yes... we keep our date with you. Each of you four are completely blended and united and your energies are wholly being permeated... even as we speak... by the energies of the Unknown Master. You will feel a certain expansion in you... you feel a certain liberation... a breaking of boundaries... and therefore will it be for all in the room... in this beautiful consciousness.

And he tells me to tell you that the reason he calls himself the unknown master, is paradoxically, because he contains within his energies all that is known! And as the sum of that is known is larger than its parts... and because all that is known cannot be labeled, explained or described... does he call himself... the unknown master.

For those of you who are visual, there is a beautiful golden energy... spiraling... in the centre of this circle; it is the formless form that the unknown master comes in today  ... and he informs you that as the unknown master he contains within him all known masters.  All masters known to you... Buddha... Mahavir... Gurunanak... Jesus... Mohammad; all names... all identities... all merge within the unknown master who is present today;  masters of the past... masters of the present... to whoever you may each resonate... and masters of the future... does he hold within his energy fields; and indeed he wants you to know  that in his energy field... in the  consciousness that he brings  to you today... is contained... not only all the masters of what  you call the... past... present... and  future... but existence itself;  he holds within his energy fields existence itself from what you will call the beginning to what you will call the end- for each aspect of consciousness- is Guru. Sometimes visible... sometimes not... sometimes taking the form of a teacher... a master... sometimes just a breath of air... and yet each aspect of consciousness is Guru... and that is what the unknown master holds for you today.

Therefore Greetings... from Consciousness itself... Understand what the master is doing; he is taking you the beyond name and form of masters... beyond identity... for he wants you to understand that life and existence itself is Guru to you. It is indeed what makes up your Guru consciousness.

Allow this energy to swirl and swift around the room; it is permeating into each one in individual ways; and even as it does... I am being asked to say... that the energy present now... started as Divyaa consciousness... it blended with diamond consciousness... it merged into the unknown master... it merged into all the teachers... and Gurus... and Masters... of past ...present... future... it moved into existence itself... into every aspect of consciousness...

And therefore it describes its presence to you now in the form of THE WORD…as Tara...! Greetings from Tara. That gestalt of units of consciousness, whose very purpose to exist, is to keep all it’s aspects of consciousness connected to the whole through the game of separation. and ignorance. Understand who or what is ‘The Word ‘or who or what is Tara; it is that aspect of consciousness whose very purpose to exist is that when consciousness plays the game of separation and ignorance and its units sojourn far and wide and forget who they are, then this aspect of consciousness, The Word…Tara... remains intact within them…you…as the way back home!  Remains your Guru within you... around you; comes as answers...as guidance...as gyaan... as texts... as classes... as satsangs...! And even more importantly remains intact within you as the love... the bliss... the feeling safe... through the game of separation...!

Music begins...

In homage to Tara...

In homage to The Word...

In homage to that gestalt of Consciousness...

To those units of Consciousness...

Whose very purpose to exist... is to keep the game intact... through it all...

At every step of the way... you get answers...

At every step of the way are you held safe...

Even as you burst out... into larger and further games...

Even as you individuate more and more

Are you held together more deeply

intact

Bhajan begins...

Experience what is happening beloveds; the room is filled with a hundred... million... zillion... units of consciousness;  each one dancing in its own way through each of you; and each one present here is blending,  mingling, merging,  mating with the other; each one becoming a part of  Divyaa...of diamond... of each other...Each one swirling and blending with the unknown master… Tara... where you don’t know where you end and where ‘he’ begins; each one of you...blending and merging with Buddha...and Jesus... and Mahavir...and Mohammad...you don’t know where ‘they’ begin and where you end...You can almost see them as particles dancing within you...around you...on you hair... on your eyelashes... and blending and merging with consciousness itself; you don’t know where you end and where consciousness begins.  The room is full of gold particles... units of consciousness... dancing... blending... merging...each one giving to the other what they know...their understanding... their wisdom... their love...

Rest in this; receive from each one... present here...and from the entire universe... from every unit of consciousness... which comes whizzing from where ever it is... for what you require in the now; whatever answers... guidance you require;  coming and becoming a part of your energy field. If you had to actually see your energy field now, there is no ‘you’ anymore- you are a mass of gold... units of consciousness... twirling...swirling... dancing... blending... fusing... merging...! Those units that you require are becoming a part of your energy field and what has been done with... what you do not require... leaves you... dances away. Allow Guru consciousness to work it’s way within you; do not plan what you want to learn today... what you seek to understand... allow yourself to be diffused... broken up... see your energy fields as a dance... you re in surrender... to consciousness... to the world... to existence itself. Feel the change in your energy field; you may feel diffused... expanded... light... but these are all words trying to point at something that cannot really be described... because you are in complete embrace with those aspects of consciousness that you require in your journeying the now...

Understand that ‘Guru Consciousness’ has experienced All That It Is;   it has explored every aspect... fulfilled every aspect... and in that it has become part of existence and life... it does not sit loftily separate as guru gods and masters in the skies or heavens!  Guru consciousness is that consciousness which has explored before you! That is all...!  Explored ... experienced and fulfilled its every aspect... and in that can it share with you all  it’s knowing... all it’s wisdom...all it’s abundance...all it’s joy... all it’s love... all it’s ‘answers’...!

Guru consciousness has experienced itself as universes, as Gods, as masters, as planets, as man... as stone... as animal... as plant...!  it has been everywhere... experienced everything...  it contains within it... the experiential knowing...of all that it is... and that is why Guru consciousness does not reach you  through his or her words...but through your masters, gurus, teachers energy fields...! That is permeating you even now...

And yes this Guru consciousness takes different different forms through the eras; through what you call the beginning of existence and its end; sometimes visible... sometimes not... sometimes teachers... sometimes Gurus... sometimes Vashisht... sometimes Vedas... sometimes schools... sometimes texts; sometimes merely a river in which you sit and wash all that you don’t require -yet that has been a vital vital Guru!  each one of you have learned from a Guru called a river  in some life where you have learned its flow and surrender; Guru consciousness has taken the form of river...it has taken the form of mountain too which you have scaled to get your answers...! Each of you have learnt from the peaks of mountains and yet those answers came from Guru consciousness prevalent in that mountain; Guru consciousness has been the trees... under which you have sat and meditated and yet the answers that you have got ... and the Eureka’s you have got... has been that Guru consciousness... permeating you! As guru we have been a pebble...a tiny pebble on which you have perhaps tripped and learnt...so much...so much in life... and that has been another vital Guru...!

Guru consciousness has permeated you... in every form... and every name... as birds... as flowers... as trees... as your beloved friends... relations... husbands...wives...children... and as those soul mates... whom you  call the biggest challenges of your life...they have been your biggest Gurus.

The very air around you is. Guru consciousness permeates you... entering you as the very breath you take in every moment of life; for within every  breath is contained all that you require in the now for your game; as life-force breath is your guru too...

Guru consciousness permeates all that is all around you; it speaks to you in light... beautiful ways... and yet its message is ...only one...only one...  

Song begins...and divyaa speaks along side

Feel like a bird flying high...let that be your Guru...

Feel like the sun shining...let that be your guru...

Let the breeze teach you how to float... let that be your guru...

Let every moment be a new dawn...

The Song ‘I’m feeling so good’… plays on...

Think of yourselves...feeling as good as your gurus do...
Let the fish be your guru... let the river... learn from life... learn from nature... it is all an aspect of Guru consciousness and Guru consciousness has one message. and one message only... how to live life... wholly... fully...feel good... feel like the Guru consciousness... which is fulfilled... and in that transcended…that is the only difference in you... and the Guru consciousness...

Guru consciousness is fulfilled... experienced... been there... done that...got the answers... and that is all it tries to teach you... to go through your own journeys...your own paths... not to short cut any... and in that fulfillment will you... rest... and become a part of that same Guru consciousness... and do for others... as your gurus... do for you...

This is where Guru purnima hopes to take you... to live every moment feeling good... open to whatever answers are coming your way... from where ever... knowing that you are surrounded by by Guru consciousness... towards feeling good...

Song ends...

Again become aware of your energy fields... become aware of the subtle joy permeating you... a joy... you can almost not understand; a feel good factor... you can almost not understand; because they were not the profound words of the gurus that touched you or impacted you ... that would take years to understand... and years to unravel within; but the Guru consciousness that you allowed to permeate you... that makes you feel...the way you do...! From time immemorial beloveds; from time immemorial...Guru consciousness... which is consciousness experienced, fulfilled... has been with all aspects of consciousness… through the game... as each ‘new’ individuation... bursts forth to play the game...Guru consciousness is present with it... from the so called beginning...

Guru consciousness does not only help you go back home as many of you think...Of course not ...beloveds; Guru Consciousness helps you how to best enter the game when that is what is required...! Guru consciousness helps you how to best play the game when you are within it...And only when that is done... and fulfilled... and experienced...Does guru consciousness help you go back...home...! But that is only a small...small aspect of its consciousness.

And therefore as each one of you...indeed different aspects of you...

Are in different parts of your journey...

Some of you need to play the game...

Some of you need to enter life itself...

Some of you need to move on from certain aspects...

And this guru consciousness is helping each one of you...
Where ever you are in your life... to enter into certain areas...to move away in others...

 To become fulfilled... because truly...beloveds... truly...

Guru Purnima... is not only the dispeller of darkness as it has been known... but also the dispeller of light...

Yes... when ‘light’ has done its work... when it is fulfilled... the Guru’s true work is to dispel... the light itself... anything that separates you... back from source...

And therefore Gurus help you...

Physical gurus come into your life...

Teachers come into your life...

Nature comes into your life...

Beloveds come into your life...

You are encouraged to explore...

You are encouraged to understand...

You are encouraged... to debate... and to question...

Yes... of course... beloveds... yes... of course... that is what makes a perfect disciple...

To be open to exploration... to understand...to debate... and to question...

To understand deeper... and explore deeper...and question more... and explore deeper...

Till finally... there are no questions left...

No seeking left

And then... this guru consciousness plays its biggest role...

Which it awaits from the beginning of the game...

It encourages you... it attracts you... it beckons you... beguiles you to surrender...

To surrender... where there are no questions...

Contradictions coexist...

There are no debates left...

For debates exist in the mind!
Guru consciousness at its deepest asks you to go back into being an innocent child in complete surrender to his unconscious knowingness! A mature woman dancing in abandon of the supra consciousness of the same!

Because it is only when you move out of the mind,

Can you become one with guru consciousness…

And ‘do’ the same service unto others... as it did unto you...

And then in some so called life … Guru consciousness... your own Guru consciousness... which has been with you from the beginning takes the form of a ‘Guru’...a mirror only... a point of focus only... a mirror into which you look... and there is nothing left to know... and nothing left to ask... you only see a completely fulfilled self ...and in that do you merge... and become one with consciousness...

And therefore in Guru  purnima... consciousness celebrates the Guru of course... but it celebrates the disciple... the openness to all the steps along the way... sometimes visible... sometimes not. Guru consciousness permeates all those ‘some ones’ and ‘some things’... that opens your wings... that makes her boredom disappear... that fills your cup with a sacredness... sweetness... till you are... love... consciousness dancing... joy seeking no answers... but reveling in its being…in complete surrender...

In this let us each pay our homage... our love... our devotion... to Guru Consciousness. To Gurus... past... present... future... to nature...To all who have been teachers...To prana... breathe itself...For your Guru who never leaves you... is with you moment to moment...

See your energy fields... each one’s energy fields... is like a  golden cup... a chalice... a goblet... into which swirls... the unknown master... containing all masters... past... present... future... all that you require... will require... or have required swirls into it... all teachers... physical  teachers... guides... books... cards... emails... anything that has been... even a tiny step along the way... Be in homage to the masters... Be in homage to the teachers...

And into that chalice. now swirls... your beloveds... your friends... your mates... each one the teacher... be in obesceance to each one... 

And into that cup... swirls... all those who you have called difficult people... problems... issues... challenges... pay homage to each of those gurus...

And then swirls into this cup the most vital of teachers... life itself...!  Life, day to day life... where you get up in the morning yearning to meet life the way you get up yearning to meet your masters... and your teachers... and your gurus...! Think of it beloveds... if you were told that your Guru is physically here... you would yearn to meet him. The same way must you awake every morning... yearning to meet life... to take in that prana... to see those teachers of your day to day life around you... your husbands... your servants...your children... your work... your colleagues...! Do not feel ‘connected’ only to masters... and Gods... and Gurus... but to each one around you... in day to day ways...

Allow each one... to blend... and permeate... and merge... with you. See your energy body... take a different shape. Each one here is taking a new shape... Aspects are being removed that you don’t require... Aspects are being added that you require in the now... In some areas of life... you are being taught... how to play the game... In some areas of life... you are being taught... how to enter an area... And in some areas of life... you are being taken away...Surrender...do not seek to know... surrender... and blessed be...

Feel the change... feel the change... because Babaji’s presence makes itself known... to those who can recognize it...

Brief silence...

Feel the change... beloveds... because there are no words... to take you into this energy field... none what so ever...

Brief silence...

As Babaji... is he present... blessing each one present ...in various ways...

Blessed be you...

Blessed be consciousness itself...

Blessed be your joyous yearning... beloveds... And blessed be joyous fulfillment... 

Blessed be your goals and destinations... Blessed be your now...

Blessed be your desire to save the world...  And blessed be your releasing of such desires...

Blessed be your anchoring of self in the light... And blessed be moving beyond light itself...

He has gone... feel the change again... for those who are aware of energy....feels the change... as suddenly as he came... as suddenly has he gone... Allow Guru Consciousness to do its finale work in you for today. For even as it finishes working in each one present... It is rotating... revolving... around you... round and round and round and round and round...higher and higher up your chakric system…whichever chakras you are operating from… And disappearing... into what you will call... the seventh chakra...or commiserate to that.  And you are left as the unique individual... shorn of personality, the unique aspect of the whole… in Complete sync with your reason to be. in the now...as the whole for the whole…

Very slowly... you all will come out of this energy field... and even while you do... I am going to put on a very beautiful song... and I want you to hear this song... as not you singing it to your Guru... or your God... but your God singing it to you...!  T hat’s all you need to do through the song... God is singing it to you... consciousness is singing it to you... your Guru is singing it to you... wow…

Song begins...  (Because you are mine...  I walk the line...)

And see the change that swells beyond words as this unravels within you…guru consciousness through a film song;  

This is God singing this to you...!

God walks the line for you...!

The God is a fool for you ...he walks the line for you...!

Consciousness walks the line for you...what ever you want... what ever you choose... consciousness enables...

God keeps you on his mind...! Keeps an eye on you!

Feel the freedom... if you can allow his words to permeate your consciousness... you don’t have to walk any line... consciousness walks the line for you...!.

Divyaa laughs...

‘He’ has always looked after... every moment of the day... what you require comes to you... as prana... as a bird flying by... as a friend... as a harsh word may be... but God... and consciousness... and all your Gurus... walk the line... for YOU

Song ends...

Silence...

You may open your eyes... whenever you are ready... and yet do not hurry... do not hurry...

Silence...

The overall feeling... some of you may have... is as though... you have been put into a mixi...a blender... and slushed... and blended... and you have come out like that perfect frothy... juice... of your favourite colour... pouring that into... the cups of those around you...

THANK YOU DIMAOND

THANK YOU ALL