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GURU
PURNIMA MEDITATION- 7.7.2009
Welcome beloveds; just close your eyes… BUDDHIST CHANT
IN ODE TO GURU IS PLAYED PLAYS…
Just rest, relax, surrender to the
evening... to Guru Consciousness; to whoever or whatever ‘Guru’ means to you; be it your special guru, be it the many god, gurus , masters , teachers and guides you
have mingled with in the physical or inner dimensions; to the many different faces that Guru
Consciousness adopts- known and unknown -friends family foes colleagues seeming
strangers; to the many different forms that Guru Consciousness adopts- visible
and invisible -sacred texts, books
emails, movies, nature, life events… to name but a few …
Don’t define…indeed
allow guru consciousness in its largest sense to be with you, where you need in
the now; to be with all that makes up
you- the different parts and stages- in their now; forget the future, forget
the past, forget ascension; forget any goals… spiritual or otherwise…just
surrender to guru consciousness; Feel their essence permeate the room and you;
and fill with them…
And even as
you do…become aware… become aware of a strange anomaly… you are not being
filled with the sagacity of wise words,
you are not being filled with ponderous truths, you are not being filled with saintliness
and holiness… you are actually feeling lightheaded! Yes there is an inexplicable
heady emptiness at your crown area; an inner celebration almost of something
breaking free at your heart chakra; Come beloveds allow guru consciousness to permeate
you…become aware of this lightheaded almost heady feeling…
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RICH
MUSIC WITH SOFT DEEP CHUCKLES PLAYS…
Because today they or Guru Consciousness
permeates you with laughter … nay with a deeper aspect of laughter; with the CHUCKLE
that rises from deep… deep within them;
the chuckle the sum total of all
their wisdom … yes the sum total of all the wisdom of all texts all gurus all
your lives indeed; yet so lightly held and transmitted; yet so profound and
sacred… this sum of all teaching and learning …of all knowing…the chuckle…
So come
beloveds give form to the formless (see
your masters, guides, friends, see the hierophant, hermit or other favorite
cards or deity’s) see the chuckle rise
from deep deep within them…see it ripple at their heart chakra… see it gurgle
at their throat chakra... see it splash out through their eyes…
And allow
their chuckle to enter deep into you and become yours; allow it to enter your eyes, go down the throat chakra
, into the heart rippling like eternity there , rising to gurgle at your throat and splash out from your eyes as the
light of the lighthearted look at life…
Once again
view your masters or the collective Guru Consciousness with your new found playful eyes … devoid of all your ponderous intellectual
abstract truths & see the chuckle rise from deep deep within them, ripple
at their heart chakra with rippling source itself ; gurgle at their throat in
the guise of all their words ; splash
out through their eyes as new consciousness; rise into their 3rd eye
spinning gladly without care centered only in this gnosis ; bursting through
their crown devoid of any knowing… other than bliss… this sum… symbolized by the chuckle… almost
silent yet not quite at many a time…
They are smiling
into your eyes; conveying to you to forget all seriousness, earnestness; they are
murmuring through their chuckle that there is a time for everything and now is the
time to chuckle with them because
-This
simplicity is where every guru seeks to take you
-This deep
inner chuckle is where hundreds of discourses & texts lead to
-This
spontaneous chuckle is the sum total of lives of learning
-This simple
effect is all that they seed!
-This effect
is the sum total of all ‘cause and effect’! Call it the original cause or
effect!
-So be the
effect…yes beloveds be the effect…Chuckle
with them … allow the sum …the gnosis contained in the chuckle to enter deep
into you and become yours! And it’s done! In a deeper sense today’s meditation
is already done!
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Because
today’s guru Purnima is different;
view with this new, fresh, mirthful, playful energy field of yours ,which has
shaken loose all but this inexplicable nameless ‘sum’ - symbolized by the inner
chuckle- view a celebration, a gathering
of your masters, guides, gods… gurus known and unknown… Gaia yes Gaia, Tara
yes Tara … all relaxed mingling with you; no distinct teacher nor student;
like equals at a post graduation party…tune into this essence..
Hear their
congratulatory words, read the banners, today it’s the Guru Consciousness celebrating
you! In homage to you! View their relaxed stance… the inner fulfillment of a guru/teacher/guide who
knows their ‘work’ is done…who knows the sum larger than its parts has been
transmitted; who knows the seeming students are ready to put it into
practice…to experience that increasingly in their now; yes… yes they convey
they know there maybe a little journey left for each of you, but the gnosis, sum,
the chuckle is within you, and it will play out more and more naturally…
Hear them
share how they as guru or Guru Consciousness have not sat loftily separate as a guru or
gods in the skies guiding you! Your Guru’s are that consciousness of yours
that has explored before you! That is all! Explored experienced, fulfilled and
entered into the chuckle of the cosmic play… and thus instills the same for
you…that’s all they have ever really done…
Hear them
share with you how Guru Consciousness does not only to help you go back home; but
how enter the game in the early stages- a chuckle of its on kind! How to
fulfill the game in the interim stages…a chuckle of its own kind! And only then
how to ‘go back home’…enter the cosmic play…of this deepest of chuckles! Hear
them share laughingly how your doubts and debates and seeming mistakes were an
important part of it all; see their eyes glimmer as they recall your turning
point… the move from the confusion over contradictions to straddling its
wordless sum … to the surrender of learning …to simply being; and they remind you the same will happen with
this chuckle -this sum – too; it will play out increasingly…experientially…
in its own way …just like the journey or game of learning unraveled almost
automatically… so will this now unravel …in its own beautiful ways…the cosmic
play of your making!
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SONG
OF THANKFULNESS IS PLAYED
And even while Guru
Consciousness has been transmitting all of this…shift your attention from Guru
Consciousness to ‘student-disciple’ Conscious-you or critical mass humanity- in
this celebration; view how you or humanity…not student anymore
really… are nothing but THANKFULNESS! View student consciousness
dissolve into this thankfulness and become one with Guru Consciousness! See
thankfulness pour out from ‘you’; is it an offering? Is this Homage? Or just
what flows out…oh so naturally? Come beloveds experience this almost
inexplicable thankfulness all around you; view it in ‘word’ if you like….’thank
you thank you thank you’… the new refrain that probably runs through you and
you sometimes wonder why; view it as ‘light’ if you like…the light of a new
playful vision pouring out of your eyes; view it as an energy if you like…a
lighthearted ness pouring from your heart … rose petals symbolic of love and delight
that cant be expressed in any other way…pouring out from you..
Come
beloveds, for a moment, think of someone something you love…and feel the potent surge in your energy field; allow
it to fade away and now think of someone something you feel thankful to /for
and feel the deeper potency surge; yes this…nameless… is the most potent
energy signature of all; for even ‘thankfulness’ is only a label you give this
indescribable. Thankfulness is the sum of oh so much… love yes, awareness yes, blissful
experience yes; Its really what the cosmic game is about! What Shiva and
Shakti experience in that first glance! Thankfulness of being; Thankfulness of
the play! Don’t go into this abstract understanding…but those of you who are
familiar with it just tap into the image of that first glance! View Shiva
viewing his Shakti- all that he is come alive -and his thankfulness towards this
experience; view Shakti viewing all that she in the awareness/eyes of Shiva and
her thankfulness for the awareness; others keep it simple and tap into
thankfulness for the universe and its many wonders… for the chuckle within and
around you. Yes simple… simple… simple are the current energies… remain in
this simple pure thankfulness to all that brings about this simple sum of all
learning- of being in the cosmic play-of your making! Thankfulness to all that allows it to rise
like a chuckle from you!
Come
beloveds, symbolically seed this deeper; allow petals of rose to pour out…fragrance of
inexpressible delight…and scatter into the hair, clothes, feet of gurus known and unknown; see these petals lightly flying
around in their cosmic-play energies fields…and swirling back to you …in the
shape of an infinity symbol; a infinity symbol of roses…of the unison of student and guru consciousness;
symbolic of the chuckle… feeling good, yes feeling good… of the simple sense
of well being …the sum
of all wisdom…shorn of fancy words!
FEELING GOOD & WHAT BEAUTIFUL WORLD PLAYS…
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Come
beloveds and view in this medley Gaia-
she holds in her resonance all you
require in the now towards bringing about- or maintaining- the chuckle; not
in abstract terms but the fulfillment & lightness of the chuckle and the
feel good and the well being- through physical means-yes through physical
activity… through your work, relationships, explorations, opportunities! And
through thankfulness do you entrain with her today…everyday…
Ah now view
the Unknown Master…dancing like a pure
vortex of spiraling energy in the gathering; of course he keeps his annual date
with us as in every Guru Purnima; (to the dear new comers, he is the paradox called the
unknown master, because he contains all that is known; and as the sum of all
that is known is larger than its parts- it cannot be labeled, explained or
described in way whatsoever...none of your sacred texts do that-they only point
to this sum; none of your earthly masters do that-they only point to this sum
…
And That (Sum) Am
I as Unknown Master. Those who have
mingled with me consciously before- today
you may understand the image of my form better; you have always viewed me
as a vortex of spiraling energy descending unto you…becoming a chalice for you
to hold all that you require in the now; and thus today you may know- I am indeed
this vortex of spiraling energy …becoming infinitely wider and wider at the top…
yes you may see me as the
chuckle and that which became the chalice for your chuckle to rise! Nothing else have I ever contained;
nothing else have I ever emitted to you thru my seeming words which were only a guise for this inexplicable
sum…this chuckle!
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OM TARA CHANT PLAYS
Ah…yes Tara! So view yourself in thankful unison with Tara; how can Guru Purnima be complete without me TARA;
symbol of THE WORD; that
consciousness if you will, whose very purpose to exist, is to keep all My
aspects of consciousness connected to the whole through the game of seeming
separation and ignorance
- To keep the chuckle intact deep within in you…
-To aid you through your seeming lives - towards it gradual rising;
-Yes this deep-seated simple physical chuckle: is the
same as the rising kundalini!
- It is the merging of the unconscious &conscious -
supra consciousness!
Yes beloveds,
Tara whispers to you her final word for today:
‘supra consciousness’ – ‘raised Kundalini’- ‘staying in The Now of the glance’
or the ‘cosmic play’... is not some esoteric abstract mysterious mystical experience
… neither is it for sometime later…
- In this, simple… gurgling… chuckle that spontaneously
arises from some inexplicable deep within…you are in all of them …
-And as your chuckle extends and becomes increasingly
moment to moment, the chuckle turns silent yes but remains consciously
palpable within…
- Ah the sum of all ‘learning’, held in this simple
light chuckle, feeling good…sense of well being…play..,
- Ah the cosmic play… right now…right where you are…
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Come
beloveds lets seed this symbolically into your energy fields… view yr chakric
system light up… red orange yellow
green blue indigo violet…you carry the rainbow within you; and as you become
aware of the chuckle - vibration- mindless ness -no you ness the colors spill out become the
cosmic rainbow… with the pot of gold intact…and what it contains is this simple
sum…symbolized by the chuckle…
Come
beloveds, become a living blessing to all that cross your path; in the fullness
of light, like yr gurus have done for you, stand in front of all the seeming shadows,
doubts, fears around you; stop buying
into people around you; stop following their limiting beliefs; stop drinking in
all you see on the news or T.V; take on the mantle of the new young guide… who
stands not like teacher or guru … ‘each’ aiding the ‘other’ in unique
ways; …for now the vanguard is changing… each one
is operating in their own way, their own field & environment…through their
own skills…and energy fields; so see yr self right where you are as a powerful
stream of well-being- and allow this to pour from your hands to earth ; from
your heart to all; and from your eyes to your beloveds…
The chuckle
…the new consciousness…says… I am
coming through millions of light workers; through the hands of millions of
healers; through changes made by empowered ones in different areas; through
groups and meditations and vortices you create… like tributaries…. taking me
every where; The time is now; the place is here, the new Guru
Consciousness is you…your
chuckle…lightly…emanating forward... So come surrender unto me, the simple
sum…the feeling good… well being… in the midst of all…the cosmic play!
Thank you
beloveds; open your eyes, chuckle…feel it within…feel good…feel light! Thank
you Anju; Thank you Hamsi; Thank you Nita…
POST THE
MEDIT:
If you need a new mantra make it “thank you thank you
thank you” (many mentioned they find that going through them even now!!! For
apparently no reason!!); if you need a spiritual exercise…chuckle! Till it becomes
a silent presence within you…. and increasingly around you…
Today’s meditation was inspired by the TAROT 4 of
wands card- that’s all that would sail into me in reference to guru Purnima -
till it triggered this medit almost last moment; tarot lovers can use it at
their heart chakra…
Even as I write this … the 4 of wands is playing out
even more! Hey tarot students-merging of student and teacher obviously; merging
of subconscious and conscious! Breaking free of the structure of learning!
Moving from 4th dimension to …!
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