3.12.2006- GYROSCOPIC VIEW OF NON JUDGMENT-FOLLLOWED BY A BEAUTIFUL MEDITATIVE EXCERCISE

Hello everyone,

This morning when I sat in meditation to receive what I may best share today I was filled with the energies of, what you would call, non-judgment. I was given a gyroscopic experience of all that we have understood of non-judgment, over the years; like a review, so to say. It ended with The Unknown Master connecting with me and asking me to carry out a ‘meditative’ exercise so that we may experience for self what we intellectually know. He wishes to reiterate that this is why he continuously takes us through guided meditations because we all know these basic concepts: we know about non-judgment, we know about forgiveness, we know about acceptance and love but he wants us to move beyond intellectual understanding, even beyond what we call ‘knowing’- which is very often mental… beyond thinking, beyond feeling, beyond belief to it being what we inherently are, what are energy signatures are- and that is why, he is doing a spate of guided mediations through me.

It’s the basics that we need to inculcate now. Very often, our desire to know more and more is actually a distraction, diversion or deviation. In Hindi there is a word for it called ‘kaan rus’. It’s more for our entertainment and we move away from actually following or applying the most basic of principles. It is not to be not accessed, but to be used to provide a basis to aid us with the core. I am always guided to the tango so to say! Keep the ‘higher knowledge’ in mind and bring alive the basics.

I was going to go straight into the meditation but because there are so many newcomers I am being guided to speak on non-judgment. For those of you who are new, what I am referring to as the meditation here, is that I am taken through an ‘experience’, which is wordless; it is layer within layer within layer, which I then try and put into words for you.

Most of you are aware that when you first start a spiritual journey or journey of self-development, whether it is through organized religion or through any other self-growth path, ‘Thou shall not judge’ is one of the first principles you come across. ‘Thou shall not judge’ is very closely linked to forgiveness, acceptance, unconditional love- they are all different aspects of the same quality- but as you further your journey you realize these are not spiritual qualities because they are ‘spiritually correct’ but are indeed spiritual because they enhance your day to day life; because they help to change, augment and turn around your current reality! And that is why every religion, every spiritual book or master asks you to inculcate these at some point-because true spirituality is that which enhances you in the now.

And how? What happens, through non-judgment, is that you switch your focus from the negative towards the positive. So if you’re viewing the world as bad, ugly, nasty; if you’re judging everyone around you as arrogant or weak or powerless, then that is where your focus, subconsciously, lies. You often don’t even realize this (and those on the ‘spiritual path’ may even go through their life thinking they are connected with Higher self, with Godself) but through this very subtle judgment your energy fields, your focus is always on the negative; that is where you are dwelling; that is what your energy fields are emanating and thus that is what you are creating in your current realities every moment.

For the newcomers, you will be interested to know that we create our realities moment-to-moment by what we are thinking and feeling. So if you are not judging (negatively), your energies are on the positive and you create the positive events around our life. Whereas if you are always judging that someone is arrogant, or the world is becoming more and more difficult, then that is actually what you are creating for self. So through non-judgment, you actually switch your focus from the negative to the positive and you change your energy fields and thus your outer realities! It is the most practical route! It is simple! And why indeed it is known as a quintessential spiritual quality!

There is a deeper understanding here: your sub-conscious mind is constantly creating your reality; but with awareness, through your conscious mind, you can indeed impress upon and change the 24/7 subconscious thoughts! Thus with conscious awareness of non-judgment you train the subconscious mind to emanate a positive signal!

As we go along our spiritual journey, and deeper into understanding non-judgment, we realize that more than ‘thou shall not judge’, we come to a realization that there is nothing to judge outside us because there is no one other than I; I create my world and so everybody whom I’m judging outside of me is actually a reflection or an aspect I have chosen to view of myself! And that is the 2nd step in non-judgment: there is nothing to judge outside of me because all are reflections, mirrors of what I am- aspects I have chosen to experience, learn from, expand or disempower!

This understanding often leads to a phase where we do not judge the outside or the other, but begin to judge self! At this point people start thinking: Oh my God! It’s all about me so I am domineering, I am powerless, I am evil! This is a very interesting point because when you realize that it’s all about you, you can’t distance yourself from the qualities you’ve been judging. It’s very easy for me to judge X as authoritative, Y as domineering, somebody as weak or powerless but when I realize that it’s all about me, I realize that I am responsible and I have to change this within me and plus human nature naturally yearns to grow and evolve and change- it is humanity, it is energy, it is evolution! It’s like if I have a wound I will automatically put my hand on it to heal, if I see dirt on my leg, I’ll ‘automatically’ go to wash it. So when I realize all that I was judging, which was outside, is actually all about me, I ‘automatically’ seek to expand out of it, remove it, use words you like! You go into full swing to try and change it.

This works in many ways, and is not always a literal ‘mirror’; if I see someone who, let’s say, is cheating or thieving, it does not mean it is reflecting only that aspect of me; perhaps I have chosen to accept unconditionally and move forward from viewing cheating as bad; perhaps my way of cheating is different; am I ‘thief’ in some other way… newcomers must understand that mirrors are not always a literal picture. The more we forgive the self , the more we will forgive the outside and vice versa. It’s always a two-way process. If you don’t judge self, you don’t judge your brothers and sisters. The less you judge outside, the less will you judge yourself. This is also very closely linked to what we call karma. Karma or mirrors both are really the same thing.

However as we further our journey (and I am speaking in a linear manner for the sake of understanding, but these stages or Eureka’s are often simultaneous or closely woven) we shift from ‘thou shall not judge’ to ‘thou shall not judge outside’ to there is nothing bad or evil to judge! This is the 3rd ‘eureka’: there is nothing to judge because I am Godself. I am choosing to experience all my different aspects for a larger purpose.

This is the dawning that there is no good or bad or evil or spiritual or higher or ‘dense’…that ‘dense’ is only a vibration and ‘good’ another vibration…and the so called higher chooses to experience its density! If there is nothing good, bad or evil judgment starts to become redundant! This is also the point when you realize that if I am Godself then every aspect, every quality that I’m judging, outside or in me, is actually Godself!! And the realization of nothing to judge is expanding within us!

It is a really beautiful stage because every time you meet people or events that you would normally judge, you understand that there is a larger soul purpose. You stop judging people’s fears or desires, which you might have thought are ‘not good’ because you realize you don’t know why they are there; there is a larger soul purpose behind that. We understand that we are all creators, experiencing aspects for the highest good of the whole! Every thing as a soul purpose! Desires and fears are encodements of these soul purposes- and all for ‘growth’ and expansion! Union with godself! So judge what? It is an eye opening understanding and we ‘automatically’ begin to move away from judging outside or self! .

What a lot of us do, at this point, is we turn every body into love, light, white light and then we find it easy to accept x, y ,z, our husbands because they are God and light and love. But if there is truly no good or bad, if there is truly no judgment, then I have to accept your day to day qualities; I don’t have to turn you into white light and God, I have to see your day to day qualities, which may be authoritative, domineering or weak, whatever the qualities are I have to accept those without judgment! That is truly when we come to non-judgment.

Then it goes one step deeper: All this time we’ve been talking about-or our focus has been on- not judging negatively, not judging what is ‘bad’, less, dense etc! We suddenly realize that we must not only, not judge what is ‘bad’, but we must not judge even as ‘good’! Because if there is no good or bad, how can I judge something as good, right, positive? There is nothing good to judge either! That is another big eureka because often, when we are on this journey, we stop judging the bad or ugly but we still have our judgments on: this is good or positive or spiritual. But if you judging anything as good then the bad is already implied; anything that does not fit into those ‘good’ parameters is subconsciously not good! And you don’t even realize but your energy signatures are still holding on to subliminal judgments …your subconscious mind is still judging something as not good… and you’re still focused and dwelling on (and insidiously now) that and so you are still creating it around you.

This understanding that there is bad or good brings us to the concept that I describe as IT IS! IT IS….true non-judgment! When every quality, every incident, every event just is. This is acceptance, this is letting go this is unconditional love, not some soppy outpouring of emotion!

A lot of people ask me if there’s nothing good, how will we focus on good? Shouldn’t we focus on what is good and beautiful? Briefly, because one can go on and on here… the answers the masters always give through me is that it is we who link good with ‘beautiful’ or spiritual or positive etc…. and actually the state of being that we call bliss is beyond good and bad, beyond joy and happiness even. We usually think bliss is an emotion or state, which we would most certainly call ‘good’… but truly bliss is a state (that we have no words for) beyond good, bad, ugly, right, wrong, pain, joy. The Indian masters describe it well as Neti. Neti: it’s not this. It’s not this… implying it is it is….and you truly come into a state of acceptance and non-judgment.

Of course when we truly imbibe all of this, we cannot speak… Or think… In the day-today world or parlance other than in inverted comas!!!!! But I have to say or use the words that something is ‘good’ or ‘beautiful’ or somebody is ‘angry’, he’s feeling ‘powerless’’’, my servant ‘cheated’ me. We have to use these words but if we truly understand that there is no judgment when we are using these words then our energy signatures are not emanating judgment. Many …many come and ask me: “how is it possible to live a day to day life without judging! How can we not see or know or say to a friend that x is.... angry.... lying... being nasty.... fat...etc"! But if you do not add within you that: she should not be, why is he, how can he be so bad, i would never.... it is wrong, it is evil etc ….If I am not doing that whole ballgame within myself, then we will use the English language, we will use words like angry, good, bad- but there is no judgment if I firmly planted in this realm of no judgment!! Come friends lets go beyond words, so you may in understanding the concept within you, not feel entrapped by your own words!

Please do understand that judgment does not mean you will not observe; you will observe, there will be discrimination, there will be preference; you cannot live in this world otherwise. I cannot help but observe that somebody is angry.. or choose not to be ‘angry’… but as long as you are not entrapped in your own words…oh god I called her angry…. if you know that when you are saying this there is no judgment thus is it so. I hope you have got the gist-because the words we use will be different in each case, and each one! It is what goes on within you that is important!

That brings me to a profound understanding that if we were all to use words like angry, arrogant, cheating, without judgment, we are going to change the language itself; we are going to change the meaning behind the words. So if the critical mass of us uses the day to day words, without judgment, we are going to change the signature of these words in our language…

Q:...( too soft to transcribe)
Divyaa: if this is what you had to do and are not concerned with why ‘they’’ are doing it…. then we would be coming from non-judgment….

Q… (Too soft to transcribe
Divyaa:You cannot ask for an answer from us; you will need to know for self….because the fact that you were asking ‘was I in judgment’… perhaps you need to look where you were coming from…. a question implies an answer within you; for example would you have asked did x feel bad …if you had done nothing and that wasn’t in yr mind?

Q… (Too soft to transcribe
Divyaa:Very often we don’t judge the outside and we start judging self and that’s the worst judgment that we can live in, because as long as there is judgment in self, I will judge the outside. Only when there is no judgment of self, will I unconditionally accept outside and vice versa. They cannot be separated.

I’m going to lightly link with this unknown master and take you through this beautiful meditative exercise in which you are going to be asked to experience all that we have spoken about. This must be done with a partner.

One partner will be partner A and one is partner B. B will, for the first part of the meditation, sit out, so to say. You (b) will hear what we are saying but it is A who is going to work with us.

-We are going to ask Partner A to connect to Higher Self. B will remain in complete personality consciousness. This exercise can work in 2 ways because very often we go to sessions or meetings where we need to be in our personality consciousness but we say we were getting linked or connected or spaced out…. So here the energies of partner A will be raised, but partner B will remain in personality consciousness.

-Partner A is being asked to experience the energies of the unknown master on the lower crown chakra, as he always comes, a gold disc of pure energy. He chooses this formless form so that you may not get stuck in images and its labels. Allow this unknown master -a gold disc of energy- to enter your lower crown chakra, to go down your entire central canal, through your entire chakric system. You will view this gold disc go lower and lower. Allow it to go out of your root charka into Mother Earth and even as it does, allow this powerful energy to penetrate deep into the folds of Mother Earth. This is being done so you are wholly grounded while you connect to the highest aspects of self. View Mother earth embrace this golden disc, and allow it to go deep, deep, deep down and plant itself on a pure crystalline layer of pure white crystal. Feel yourself grounded, earthed; you are as secure as a tree would feel with its roots so that when it can shoot up, without fear. Feel as firm as a foundation of a tall building so that likewise, when you move up, there will be no dizziness or shakiness.

-As you are completely grounded, allow this disc to become a column of pure white light and allow this column to rise back through all the layers of Earth into your root chakra, around your spinal canal, out of your shoulders, out of your crown chakra and allow it to go as high as it chooses to go because you are connecting to your Higher Self. Observe that this column of light stops of its own, at a certain time and space, at a certain point. When that happens allow your physical self to float up gently. Understand that you are deeply rooted so allow your self to float up. Wherever your column has stopped, you may view that, as a landing of some sorts, if you require it, for this is where the energies of your Higher Self ‘reside’ for this meditation. Merge with this… Self. (Partner B must not be doing this; Partner B must remain in personality consciousness.)

-Now…partners A…feel this beautiful merger with Higher Self. For those of you who doubt, try and determine what you are feeling or experiencing at the heart chakra; you will view or experience certain stillness, expansion, a ‘joy’. These are words we are using for a state that cannot be described. View your heart chakra; there will be a certain expanse; view your solar plexus; there will be a certain certainty. Fully merged with your Higher Self, now make intent to expand further and merge with your Universal Self… Universe… Godself…Whole. Expand outward, burst outward; merge with All That Is. Beautiful! Feel the expansion of energies.

Now as Universal Self, in your mind’s eye, look at your partner. You will observe your partner for what he or she is; you may observe the partner as thin, tall, dark, fat, arrogant, weak; specially if you know your partner you will observe the partner for his or her traits; but even if you do not know them, because all of you are beautifully connected, you may pick up the energy signatures of your partners; you will view his energy fields: ecstatic, beautiful, disarray, shattered it matters not.

- Observe how there is no judgment. Observe how there is observation and yet it is completely devoid of any judgment. It is truly unconditional observation, which is what unconditional love or acceptance is. We wish you to recognize this...

-The beautiful thing here to incorporate is you may view all the characteristics that you view of your partner in terms of different colours; instead of seeing your partner as tall, dark, thin, angry, you may call them red, blue, yellow, green; this takes away any remaining judgment. Sit a while in this and experience observation without judgment!

-Now Partner B must look at Partner A (yes both can have their eyes closed at this point) and know that A holds for you the energies of the Universal Self, Godself or your Master. See your Master’s eyes in your partner A’s eyes and view all your most beautiful aspects, traits. See them come up in front of you with your master viewing all of them. Now (Partner B again) view your most so-called negative traits, your deepest, darkest secrets, all that you have considered completely negative and ugly. Allow them to come to the rise; allow your master to see them in full force…….

-And make this powerful observation how there is no flicker in your ‘master’s’ eyes… No flicker, change, alteration or even the slightest of twitch! What you viewed as good and beautiful and what you viewed as bad and ugly is one and the same in your Masters or God self’s eyes! . It is you who have labeled your qualities as beautiful and ugly; your master as not reacted or responded in any way; there has been no difference at all. Partner A become also aware that there is not the slightest flicker or alteration within you.

-Now the important part of the exercise: partner A and B will both open your eyes and look into each other’s eyes physically; and partner B, you will tangibly think of all your ‘good’ and ‘bad’ qualities and look into the eye of the other, not master now, but human friend. And both observe again, how there is nothing to judge… no judgment, no flicker, and complete acceptance.

- Furthermore partner B must share one so called beautiful quality and one of your so called worst qualities with your partner see how there is no judgment. Partner B must share and Partner A must hold the energy of non-judgment. If you are unable to speak it, you are not able to not judge yourself.

You might have, through this exercise, a feeling of what non-judgment is; there is observation but you are completely detached from any judgment. That is how you will lead your lives: you will not cry every time you make an observation that somebody is angry or arrogant or ugly. How can you not observe? You have come with physical eyes. You will choose and discriminate but there will be no judgment whatsoever. The whole point to today’s exercise was for you to feel this, in energy ways, beyond intellectual understanding.

Now we will switch partners and Partner B will connect to Higher Self and partner A will view his or her qualities. If partner B requires help we can help you connect, otherwise connect to Higher Self. Allow the unknown master’s energies to help you. Now expand and connect to Universal Self. Now observe your partner. You are a step ahead and know your exercise so view your partner in all his or her traits, faults, good, bad, ugly. View how there is not the slightest flicker or change. Render them all null and void of any judgment; view them as different colours. Now open your eyes and view in your partner’s eyes his qualities; share your good and so-called negative quality and see how it is totally accepted, appreciated…...

You may use this at home; you may now view your world, your environment through these eyes. You will observe differences yet no judgment….

And we will further give you a tool to aid this. Refer to different qualities that you come across day to day through different colours- so call anger: pink, or love: black, and cheating: orange, and spiritual: green…. (Make sure not to make the so-called negative qualities shades like black or gray…or those you don’t like!) So you will say ok husband is orange today, x is pink, z is showing blue….i am sure you get the gist…and it helps you view all these aspects or incidents without judgment as your usual words have a subliminal effect on us and by using colours you neutralize this! ! So play this game, beloveds, play this game. Go forth and make observations but label them with colours. But yes, you may soon realize that the colours have a judgment in your eyes because if you keep labeling what is beautiful as red and what is angry as blue, there will be a subconscious judgment attached to the colours too, thus change the colours, or use symbols like table chair… till you render any word null and void of any judgment within you!

Thank you…

(Dearest friends let me assure you there then comes a point when you will start speaking everything with inverted commas: he is ‘bad’ but I didn’t mean that bad as ‘bad’! He is ‘good’ but I didn’t mean good as ‘good’! Every class I give, I’m speaking with gestures, which make inverted commas! We don’t truly mean good or bad anymore. Ultimately, when you truly know that it isn’t, your energy signature is not judging even though you are using the words…..)