NO GOD NO MASTER NO LOVER OUTSIDE YOU12 .2.2006

Hi everyone….i am not going to ‘channel’ today…but speak in complete Divyaa consciousness…

Lot of us talk in terms of ‘meeting’ God or ‘becoming one’ with God, but we all have to become aware - that there is no God ‘out there’ to meet or even become one with. We are going to grow into our awareness of being God. In my meditation I’m always given examples because there are no words; so it’s like me saying “I’m going to meet my adult Self, I’m going to meet my older Self…. But I’m never going to meet them … I’m just going to grow into them…!. So become aware that you are going to grow more and more into your awareness of your God Self…and not look to meet them or merge with! Because as long as you desire to meet God or even ‘become one’ with God then you are going to have a God outside you to do that. So keep the larger truths in mind so that you can start making that your truth and reality.

More so, we think our desire and yearning for this divine merger and union with our gods and masters is divine…sacred…very spiritual…but at the very core level it comes from separation! A desire for union and merger only arises when there is some sense of- degree of separation…. when no separation where the desire for union? Do we yearn to be one with self? With my toe? Nose? And as long as we seek ‘union’ till this yearning for ‘oneness’ remains it implies ‘another’-implies a master god to revere outside us- and paradoxically we remain in separation…. the veil however thinned- remains ….and the Godself that I am –that what we really seek- cannot be ..

God is not in everything, God is everything. That’s where sometimes I think many get confused. That’s why there is no Divine intervention! However as long as you feel there is a God, there is Divine intervention! Otherwise its only aspects of self, that ‘intervene’ …so to say….but as, aspects of myself,, there is no ‘’intervention’ as intervention implies another. So what you call divine intervention is only perceived as such, in separation-otherwise there is no divine intervention ever! Only higher aspects of self…guiding, ensuring…self! The Whole guiding, each aspect of itself…

Also we in this group talk in terms of Masters. It’s easier to accept this Oneness with God, but you cannot do this with your Masters!! It’s very important for you to have your Masters ‘out there’ but dearest friends, if there is no God out there; there is no Master out there. As long as you chose to meet your Master or even to become one with your Master, ‘he/she’ will be separate. And you will continue to ‘meet’ them when you go to other dimensions-when you pass on…they will come to greet you…But if you can instead switch your focus into growing into your awareness of your Master Self…expanding into your fullness…becoming aware of the whole that you … will you real-ize it more and more!

Each of us as an individuation is a strand…an experience of the larger energy of what we call our Masters… its like saying Divyaa self, teacher Self, student Self, ceramic self – there are none of these different selves surely…they are all me…all my experiences….! And you must now feel I AM… (My) Master… and as Master I AM indeed all Masters….Energy…Pure consciousness…God! Each individuation or… is a strand, an experience of the ‘higher’!!!! In analogy-it is like saying my divyaa walking self- when divyaa decides to experience a walk! They are the same! The walking divyaa is an experience of the divyaa!

There are no words to put this and actually if we start contemplating along these lines then one realizes that there are no fixed ‘delineated’… identities in Masters, Gods or actually…even you and me… there is no ‘a’ Jade Fire (or any identity/being) because if I am Jade Fire, Ellaenaah is Jade Fire… and we all of us are going to grow into our awareness of Christ consciousness…then there is no ‘fixed’ Jade Fire or ‘fixed/delineated’ any other Master…! Please go beyond the words…. We all think ‘this’ is Divyaa (hand gestures to show a defining of an area!) ‘this’ is my Higher Self, ‘that’ is my soul Self, ‘that’ is my monad…. but these so called separations do not really exist…! Its like viewing a circle and then making within it section… only to understand!!

Its just a growing awareness… Its just…different points of focus…. It is just about expanding your focus to larger and larger…for ‘We’ are like a strand! Identity is like a strand. Think of a rich woven tapestry design…and if we try and view self in it we usually think that we are one of the motif’s in the tapestry!!! But more accurately I’m a strand going through all the different motifs…combination of any strands- I’ve mixed with other strands, Ellaeenah, I’ve mixed with Zaf, I’ve mixed with Mayank, I’ve mixed with all of you, so all your energies are mixed in ‘my identity’ too. There is no ‘differen’t Divyaa. It’s that strand that goes through so many people, so many experiences…and if I really trace ‘my’ identity it will include the whole design…. and then of course the cloth… which is of course-pure consciousness… all that is.

So, here in this group we have to now really start expanding our understanding on identity. I’m going to try and put it into words because I keep telling Ellaeenah these days that there’s so much coming in my meditations there are no words to speak, that I don’t feel like speaking anymore .

And so it keeps coming to me that if there’s no God and if there’s no Master and there’s no identity then there is no ‘lover’ outside me too! As long as I’m seeking a lover, someone to love outside me then the veils are on! All of us want this one (or more) special person whether it is lover, husband, child, friend… But as long as I’m finding love through another then I’m not love within. Does that mean we cannot experience and enjoy the love of whom we call others? A special other? Of course we can! That’s one of the reasons for ‘I//Godself’ to become Godselves…to become many points of focus….so that I may experience the love that I AM! But let us know that the beloved is Self! A reflection! And enjoy it thus! Then we truly enjoy.! So It does not mean that you cannot have beloveds but when you are Love…the lover and the loved ….then you are beloved, …and be-loved means what? Be Love! Being love. When you are (beingness of) love, it will reflect in loving relationships-indeed all around -and far vaster and deeper than even that ‘special’ one…than you can ever imagine! But you will know you reflect self and thus will you never ‘need’ another to feel, experience, view love, you’ll never yearn for another, it’ll just be –it’ll be a natural beautiful reflection to enjoy when it comes! Like when you pass a mirror in which you choose to take a peak-you don’t carry one around all day to look into! Or Like you enjoy a rose…its fragrance, its color and beauty…if it comes your way….yet you do not require to have a rose-there is no must have, must need… day in day out for your happiness…yet you enjoy it wholly when it blooms in yr garden or vase or bouquet…

There is no god, no master, no you and me….nothing to merge with…and you can touch this in meditative states. There is only …all THAT is… pure consciousness -which IS That I am…and I experience Self- My many potential qualities (which is what our gods are) thru My many many experiences- (what we call individuations…or me and you…) thereby actualizing/real-izing all these potentials –(which is what ‘masters are)’So in the largest terms there are no gods, no masters, no us…we are all the many qualities and experiences thereof of That which is….its like Divyaa the mother, the channel, the wife, the friend, there are none separate …they are different aspects/experiences of one Divyaa….

So there are no words to take us where our group is ready to go- and you all have to sit a little bit in contemplation, if you don’t like the word meditation! Or when you read the transcripts just try and feel what it means to you without words. Of course we can’t live without words….but use words to take you beyond them! Use them like a bridge…! Because my dears in words is separation. Words arise in the mind which is separation fro the beingness! The moment I say ‘God’, however much I may know we are ‘one’…the moment I ‘say’ it, God becomes separate…we enter the realm of subject object!! The minute I’m saying ‘my Higher Self’, it’s becoming separate…I am witnessing it thus it is outside me… (Of course this is the point of separation or the mind!) And however much I may intellectually know we are one- a sense of separation occurs…through my words as words are vibrations. So in words is separation but let’s use words to take us within and then let’s let go words…. and then the Words won’t matter! Wont come in the way when you must speak them- wont separate –because you will have their true essence within…. Try it…Every time you read the word God, switch it with I. It’s a simple exercise but every book, every transcript, every time you read/say it as I… and the separation between God and I begins to dissolve…then will come a point when you won need to ‘do’ this…god will be not within you …but you.

ZAF Q: Why is it that the Masters then come as different distinguishable, different Masters?

Because you as a group need that over here, because the group are not letting go of that. When the ‘’group’ is ready, the Masters will ‘come’ without name, without form -as energy- and soon we wont even call it Shiva-Shakti because there is no name no form-all just is…we will speak as I. But as long as you need this- they will be here! And many of you are ready to give up God, but you cant give up your Masters. And as long as you need it don’t give it up, never give it up just because you’re being told to, you must feel it within you or then you’ll be no mans land. Yet- just keep this other larger picture in your mind, so it can become your truth!

And in group meetings Masters are speaking to different people, in different ways- they are speaking to so many people, and we are all coming from so many levels and places. So the Master sometimes answers someone in a one to one question or looks at someone and speaks to them- and we all go back with the answer thinking this was for all! But it was where that person is coming from! So it’s like x understood the Divine intervention, somebody else may not. Even the general meetings are often transmitted to the lowest or majority common denominator…so use it with that in mind….

But sit with the questions see what it feels like to you,,,and take it as far as you can…

Q: Even if I give up my Master, that Creator, somebody exists…

Yes…but who is the Creator? I AM. As ‘I’ individuated - as I broke up into trillions- I expanded. Just see what I’m trying to say because I can’t put it into words. As I broke up into so many focuses, monads, individuations, I expanded through becoming smaller and smaller…through becoming more and more finely honed focuses…

Q When we come here we are in I AM consciousness, in meditation too but then the illusion catches hold of you and then you get into that whole set…

Ultimately when you get out of meditation you have to be just N…. I can’t go around my day saying I am God, but if I’m truly imbibing all that is in my meditation then the Divyaa will be an expanded changed Divyaa. She won’t need to go around saying I am god- but she will be …internally…more and more!

We have all turned a full circle. We were into unconscious living, then we were all into conscious living and now you’ll go back to not needing to be ‘conscious’ about all that you have learnt if you have truly imbibed it! Indeed you will not need to dig deep into your issues… what do I need to see… what are my mirrors…because through all of this –changelings, meditations- we are taking a full circle back to what I call volition.

We will be just living, doing what we need to automatically and that will be being God here in your day to day life. And you feel it, you feel the change. The expansion! But outwardly it will appear the same! You wont go around proclaiming your godhood to all and sundry as you will not need to! Do you need to say I am woman I am man…you may need to say I am slim…if you feel you are not…ha ha…

Q: what about abundance…we can’t enjoy abundance?

As long as you see abundance outside you as something you have to create or manifest it is a veil- but yes you can enjoy abundance-and on the outside- as long as you know it is self! Self created! Your Reflection! Then there is no ‘need’, no desperation, no greed - you know you can reflect when want what aspect you want! That’s the point of existence-to enjoy the infinite, infinitesimal abundance that I am…!