PERSONAL
AND WORLDWIDE ENLIGHTENMENT
“Don't
worry, be happy.”
Suddenly
everybody’s singing this song, and there is much talk about a change in world
wide consciousness ushering in a new dimension. And perhaps you look around
and wonder, or even scoff, but by understanding what is really meant, you can
instead add to this happiness quotient rather than to the doubts and worry.
Your
consciousness is not some mumbo-jumbo out of reach mystical aspect of self - it
only implies your belief system! The sum total of what you think and feel
about self, life, the world, universe and God. A new dimension is not some
mumbo jumbo mystical plane that will descend from the skies- it only implies
the critical mass of human consciousness - enough people thinking the same way!
And as enough of us expand our belief systems, we expand human consciousness,
and indeed usher in an enhanced dimension to live in - in layman terms each of
us makes the world a better place! And enlightenment is happening!
And if you
really want to know the state of your current consciousness: look around you! For
there is no separate ‘you’ or ‘life’! You and your life and your world
indeed are your consciousness and your current reality is a mirror, a physical
reflection indeed of your personal consciousness. And those areas of life which
appear to be like misshapen eyebrows, not exactly in the shape you choose, are
literally showing you where you need to thread away your limited thinking! And
as you expand your limited perspectives- as your consciousness merges with its
vaster aspects- personal enlightenment is happening! And as enough of us make this change within,
it indeed reflects all around and hey presto- our planet indeed progresses and
we have a new dimension, an improved human experience to then further explore
and add to. And enlightenment (world wide) is happening! For we don’t exist
‘in’ a dimension; our consciousness is the dimension!
Don’t
worry, be happy- yes it is a catching refrain! And a word of warning: consciousness is more catching than the
latest fashion trends! This is often called the ‘Hundred monkey syndrome’ after
one of the early experiments (by Ken Keyes) which first observed this critical
mass consciousness in effect! On a selected island, Ken and his team would feed
monkeys their favorite food of sweet potatoes, but purposely drop these
potatoes on the sand which monkeys dislike; thereby enforcing them to remove
the sand before eating! Over a time
period they observed not only new born monkeys instinctively wash their
potatoes before consuming… but soon the majority of monkeys even on other
islands doing the same! Ken and his team realized that when ‘enough’ monkeys
began to think that way…it ‘spread’ to most monkeys!
And
beloved readers, humanity has seemingly gone past the hundredth human humming
“Don’t worry, Be happy”! So look for your own personal symptoms of an
expanding consciousness! Do you suddenly
feel a sense of ‘all is well with me and my world’? Do you find a lack of
interest in conflict? Do you find yourself unable to blame, judge and condemn
quite as much? Has brooding on some
nebulous past given way to looking ahead at exciting possibilities instead? Are
you having sudden feelings of connectedness - with love meaning more than your
relationship with lover, child or dog? Are you smiling a whole lot more? Don’t think you have gone cuckoo! It’s the
new consciousness and even as you tap into it, will it become more tangibly
yours!
Now let’s
jump in deeper, and understand that while the above explores what I am calling
personal enlightenment, this term is truly an oxymoron. For in true
enlightenment there is no personal self left. And thus paradoxically the very goal
that seekers so ardently seek- personal enlightenment- is only the carrot, and
the journey towards it is the real goal! For it is only through ‘knowing
thyself’ and exploring, and indeed fulfilling all aspects of your personal
consciousness, that you can move beyond it without fear or regret. True surrender is when you have claimed the
creator that you are, (at physical levels through your thoughts, feeling and
energy signatures; at vaster levels as the architect of your blueprints; and at
deeper levels as That which orchestrates the game called existence) and are in
surrender to This Self. Surrender is not giving your power away to a higher or larger
force, but resting, indeed abiding in all that you are and have chosen to
explore as its individuation. Surrender is not a passive state but where you
revel in exploring, being and fulfilling whatever you as creator have chosen
through the current self or focus
And in this
state of active rest, do ‘you’ the personal self then begin to move from your personal
consciousness ,and even it’s desire to be enlightened - into your extended universal
consciousness which knows that in true enlightenment there is no personal self
left to ‘get’ enlightenment! And thus no personal self will be left to ‘know’
of its enlightenment! Paradoxically, when this eureka unfurls within ‘you’, the
ardency to be enlightened leaves, the urgency leaves, and ‘you’ begin to rest
in the knowing that it will happen in
its own time and own ways as and when the larger You- Consciousness- chooses!
This is true surrender! You switch your
alliance from personal self and its interests and desires, to the larger universal
Self that you truly are, and know that when You the larger Self has finished
doing what It has chosen to through the chalice being ‘you’ the personal self… it
will not need to exist in separation anymore, and its so called enlightenment will
have ‘happened’ to it! But ah… there
will be no ‘you’ to pat yourself on the back for it would be an occurrence in Consciousness
itself! And when You as Consciousness
deems it fit!
In linear
language, true enlightenment is a process made up of finely graded stages, with
no stage completely distinct other than in academic appraisal- for in real
life they overlap each other! You begin to realize that even the desires you
had to live and explore all its facets; even the desires for more, even the
desires to become seeker …were never ‘yours’, but consciousness’s exploration of Itself through a chalice or
form or identity called you! And when one desire is played out, the next
emerges…. and when all that consciousness chooses to experience through ‘you’
are played out, ‘you’ the identity merges into the universal self and the world
calls it enlightenment!
Like an
orgasm, each tiny realization builds upon itself and becomes a tiny shift from
personal consciousness into universal consciousness. And just like in the orgasm,
ultimately there is no ‘you’ left- in enlightenment does the personal self
dissolve into……! A word of caution: if your entire focus while making love is
on your hair not being washed, your children not having done their home
work- on your personal consciousness -
we all know the orgasm doesn’t happen! So use this as a clue and begin the move
from personal consciousness into the larger! And yet paradoxically, if your
entire focus is on the orgasm- as to when will it happen, how will it happen, will it happen - we all know- it
doesn’t! So use this as a clue, and forget about enlightenment, enjoy the
moments you call life like you would revel in making love, and enlightenment
will happen! Consciousness will revel!
Divyaa Kummar