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QUOTES AND PASSAGES FROM MY
WRITINGS ON GOD
God is a word which actually
means every word and everything...so it works
more like a symbol containing it all - or we would need to use every word in
our dictionary to describe, understand, express or refer to God…
As long as
we desire to ‘meet’ or ‘become One’ with God- we are going to have a ‘God’
outside self to do that with & the Godself That I Am cannot consciously Be.
Our yearning-while it plays a vital ripening role in the unraveling of Self- at
the very core implies some degree of a state/sense of separation. The gnosis
that there is no God ‘out there’ shifts us from this desire into knowing its
more about a growing awareness ...of our Godhood or the state of consciousness
we call 'God'
Surrender or homage can be
to Guru God or Self… all three states are seemingly the same &yet each is a subtle shift
into establishing as authentic Self. When nothing-not even our guru or god
stands between Self-when there isn’t even a grain of sand in between-do we
truly abide in Self. Ultimately abiding in Self is beyond devotion, gyan even
love .Devotion to whom? Love implies another. And Gyan-knowledge of Self is
still a hairs breadth from being Self! And yet as Self- a state of being beyond duality & thus what we call
contradictions- even though there is no other we view all as aspects of Self,
and thus though one is beyond devotion love and gyan...they exist in relation
to Self & all its reflections.
To see everything & everyone as Self- God-
is being established in Self or the state of 'seeing God!’ To know that nothing is not Self/God- is
abiding in Self or the state of ‘seeing God’. This is the much spoken about
purnam darshan; this is that full blown mystical vision that the mystics speak
about! Indeed it is the yearning to receive some other... mystical ... 'purnam
darshan’ - God vision that keeps us from this moment to moment purnam darshan…
from this moment to moment here and now state of tangibly ‘seeing’ God!
Self/
God/Consciousness is all pervading… present in the un-enlightened as much as in
the enlightened; in the densest of matter as much as in spirit; in the smallest
of small as in the vastness. There is not a single thought that is not ‘God’…even
what seems to be ignorant of ‘God’ …is ‘God’… there is not a single body that
is not ‘God’… even what seems to be separate from ‘God’ is God …! In this God
vision as we see ‘God’ in every person, thing, happening, non happening… we
move automatically from personal consciousness and its self that sees god…to
Universal- God Consciousness!
God' -
'Consciousness' – ‘Spirit’ implies a dynamic state of being... a kinetic state
of perfection…. not something finished and done with! As ‘God' -
'Consciousness' – ‘Spirit’ experiences, expresses, and revels in Itself, through its
'individuations', It expands, deepens and enriches Itself... and then 'that'
enriched God' - 'Consciousness' – Spirit’ has more to experience, express and revel
in... and thus individuates, separates, sets
forth, begins a new game, dream, venture
… again…and again… infinitely...always from this ‘more’ enriched experience of
Itself! Infinitely (in linear language, because ofcourse all of this 'happens'
in the now! It’s the paradox of how All That Is ...ever becomes 'more'! Each
such 'cycle' is also called one day of Brahma.
‘God’ and
‘the world’ is one reality –and these are just two (of the many) ways of
perceiving the One. But please note they are only different ways of perceiving
the one… and not two different parts! Like a drop of water is wet and
transparent- you can’t separate the wetness and transparency other than in
labeling it towards its understanding! And thus is the world (life, people,
events & things) God or Spirit! Maya- illusion does not mean that the world
does not exist- as from our point of focus it does- it only means it is not the
only aspect! You have not viewed the whole- that’s the illusion!
God is no separate 'Whole'… indeed
there is no separate inviolate ‘Whole’ as we sometimes think. God in not a noun
but a verb- the entire process of creation and thus all that is - even as
individuations or in separation- makes up this 'Whole'! God' is not outside,
but neither is God inside you...God is everything and everywhere!
Evolution
is inherent in our DNA! God is in our genes! Our goal… is our Source!
We often
think in terms of Gods creating us; but in truth it is we who create our gods!
Sensing our purest qualities as ‘self’, but unable to accept this vision as
self, we project them onto a ‘god’ or goal outside. Our highest potentials, the
gods we seek to be, are in actuality our source and immanent in our Dna; that
record keeper so to say that keeps all that we are intact within us while we
play the game of seeming separation and ignorance.
Anthropomorphism, whereby we personalize
or humanize an abstract god-like
quality, to understand it better is the basis of all mythology. We bring
the abstract to life, by assigning them name and form and history even. The
intangible aspects that make up our universe are thus made tangible and easier
to understand.
Our gods
are each a unique exploration of the Whole- each a finely honed focus of the
Whole; taking ‘back’ or actualizing an inimitable, distinctive aspect of the
Whole! And thus each ‘god’ shows a different facet…none ‘teaching’ exactly
the same! And sometimes humanity gets confused as to which is the truth! But
that’s the whole point of creation! Whereby each individuation explores and
actualizes a unique aspect of the whole for the whole! We imbue the whole with
a unique slant! And thus must we not get perplexed by what the different gods
are ‘saying’, but take from each god what helps us create our own vision and
realization of the whole! For if we all ‘go back’ with the same picture…what a
waste of eternity!
God is a frequency, a
vibration... a state of Being… and thus His/Her names (also frequencies) are 'Gods' most original
'form'...and thus in chanting or being one with the name... we are one with its
frequency ...and thus with 'God'.
The grass
is greener on the other side … of the cosmos ! God/Consciousness wants to
explore Self through the human experience and mankind wants to experience self
through the God experience! God/Consciousness gets set for the pleasures of amnesia
/maya /forgetfulness and those within it are all set for awakening into
remembrance! God/Consciousness want to descend to earth to be All That is
–tangibly; and humanity wants to ascend to be All That Is –formlessly. As
seekers we sometimes get too serious and judgmental about maya! We forget that
as God/Consciousness I have willfully spun maya- and like any good author or
movie maker- I want the experience to be all engaging- it ‘success/fulfillment’
lays in that surely? It’s like writing a book or making a movie where I want
all to forget themselves and be wholly drawn into its illusory charms for that
duration rather than be able to remain detached through it all ! Yet as its
creator I know that in every story I create its ending is inherent - it cannot
be any other way- thus as this nears, I will automatically and spontaneously
leave it behind- but as its Creator I wouldn’t want it earlier than that! Indeed
inherent in the forgetting is the remembering-its seeded unto the game –and it
will happen at the right time for each of us Gods as The God playing the game
gets fulfilled! And when it happens… as the Gods we are awaken from our
creation… we condemn it not…nor judge the others Gods still playing!
It’s actually all in reverse! 'We' desire
growth, evolution, God....when God/consciousness desires us to turn the corner
and start returning 'home'! Thus first God /Consciousness seeds in us the
desire to set forth and explore...indeed to forget Him/Her ...and dive into the
game whole heartedly no hold barred... as required for any game! And when we as
individuation's have played our roles in the cosmic play ...then does
God/Consciousness seed in us the desire to return ...rather than set out
further…then are we drawn to the path! And as God./consciousness prepares us
further towards dissolving unto Him/Her...then does the seeking heighten and
the yearning deepens. And yet it is only when God./consciousness is ready to
wrap up the game through a you...Only when God...Consciousness desires the
final merger ... mating ... union ... does it 'happen'...till then the mating
dance ...the foreplay....is what He/She desires...and
we remain 'here' separate yet closely entwined in divine embrace
In surrender. In love
which has no goals...!
God is human – is this true or false? There
nothing like true or false - those are only two points along the one continuum.
And the answer can change at every point...till we can embrace all without
rejecting the other! So yes god is human as all of us are! But then god is not human - as
it’s when we dis-identify with our ego self - do we realize our divinity. The
gods of mythology have a human personality each- but then that’s a way of
describing the various aspects of impersonal consciousness ( Its called
Anthropomorphism, whereby we personalize or humanize an abstract god-like quality,
to understand it better is the basis of all mythology. We bring the abstract to
life, by assigning them name and form and history even. The intangible aspects
that make up our universe are thus made tangible and easier to understand.) Our
gods are each a unique exploration of the Whole- a finely honed focus of the Whole… taking
‘back’ or actualizing an inimitable, distinctive aspect of the Whole! And thus
each ‘god’ shows a different facet…none ‘teaching’ exactly the same! And
sometimes humanity gets confused as to which is the truth! But that’s the whole
point of creation! Whereby each individuation explores and actualizes a unique
aspect of the whole for the whole! We imbue the whole with a unique slant! And
thus must we not get perplexed by what the different gods are ‘saying’, but
take from each god what helps us create our own vision and realization of the
whole! For if we all ‘go back’ with the same picture…what a waste of eternity!
A meditative imagery: view self sitting
across an exquisite glowing Shiva/or letter I. View behind this Shiva/letter I- a series of them
–each becoming just a little taller, wider & glowing than the one
before –like a finely graded series of statuettes going infinitely higher
wider & taller till the last fills up the cosmos- formless indeed-only
the glow perhaps- & know these are all ‘you’! Thus as your I Am presence
expands –you abide in the higher & larger Selves- you abide as awareness
Itself .But you simultaneously exist as all! You are simultaneously the largest
focus of All That Is & the ‘smaller’ more finely honed current focus too! As
you do this, he ‘you’ who was sitting across & observing these aspects of
Self-disappears! There was no effort to move from the ‘personality’ ‘ego’ self
…! As you became aware of, focused on &aligned with your (range of) I am
presences…you automatically moved into It! Not looking at them anymore, but now
looking through their eyes – as them! And ultimately as the largest- awareness
Itself- established in your I Am presence! And yet, as current self, who is not
anymore the personality but an aspect of the ‘I am’ presence!
‘God the Absolute/Spirit’
and ‘God the world/matter’ is One –and these are just two (of the many) ways of
perceiving the One. Thus 'God/Spirit'
and ‘world/matter’ are just different aspects of the One. Please note they
are different facets… aspects… or ways/angles of perceiving the One - and not
Its different parts! Like a rose is pink and soft- and we can’t separate a rose
and its pinkness and softness other than in speaking or understanding it… like a drop of water is wet
and transparent- and we can’t separate the wetness and transparency other than
in labeling it towards its understanding! Likewise we can’t separate God
the absolute and God the world. And thus is matter (life, people, events & things)
spirit… and thus is the world…God. Maya/illusion does not mean that the world does not
exist- as from our point of focus it does- it only means it is not the only state
of being! You have not viewed the whole-that’s the illusion!
God is no
separate 'whole' abiding somewhere in the beyond! Indeed there
is no separate inviolate ‘Whole’ or ‘Absolute’ as we sometimes think God to be.
There is no whole without its
facets… and thus God is not separate from the universe, worlds, you and me… indeed
all that is… even our world and the seemingly separated indivuated you and me… together…
are the state we call God. Thus God the Whole/Absolute is not out there
somewhere … but immanent in very atom of existence
God in not
a noun but a verb... the entire process of creation in
all its states and forms - even what we call maya - makes up this 'Whole' … God!
God is not outside, but neither is God inside us
...God is everything and
everywhere!
Divyaa Kummar
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