17 JULY 2007- MEDITATION TO SONGS- TEMPLE TO SELF THROUGH JOHNNY CASH SONG I WALK THE LINE!

And now I am going to put on another song, the love song, and I want you to hear this entire song as if God is singing it to you. God is singing this very 3D tangible love song to you

SONG LYRICS: JOHNNY CASH; I WALK THE LINE

I KEEP A CLOSE WATCH ON THIS HEART OF MINE
I KEEP MY EYES WIDE OPEN ALL THE TIME
I KEEP THE ENDS OUT FOR THE TIE THAT BINDS
BECAUSE YOU'RE MINE I WALK THE LINE

I FIND IT VERY VERY EASY TO BE TRUE
I FIND MYSELF ALONE WHEN EACH DAY IS THROUGH
YES I'LL ADMIT THAT I'M A FOOL FOR YOU
BECAUSE YOU'RE MINE I WALK THE LINE

AS SURE AS NIGHT IS DARK AND DAY IS LIGHT
I KEEP YOU ON MY MIND BOTH DAY AND NIGHT
AND HAPPINESS I'VE KNOWN PROVES THAT IT'S RIGHT
BECAUSE YOU'RE MINE I WALK THE LINE

YOU'VE GOT A WAY TO KEEP ME ON YOUR SIDE
YOU GIVE ME CAUSE FOR LOVE THAT I CAN'T HIDE
FOR YOU I KNOW I'D EVEN TRY TO TURN THE TIDE
BECAUSE YOU'RE MINE I WALK THE LINE

DIVYAA: (During the song) Look at God looking into your eyes and singing this.

Think of free will and destiny… and now …what do they mean in terms of this song. ….Wow…. Yes?  Laugh…cry. Feel how it’s all about God’s love for us, not ours for ‘him/her’…  about God walking the line for us….!  

(After the song as it was put on repeat) Hear those words… hear God talking to you. God ‘walks the line’ (words quoted from song) for us!  And we are always thinking in terms of walking the line for God or Higher Self! But ‘we’…current selves…aspects… as individuations our Higher Self or Godself as willfully chosen to be and explore and experience Self through are left free to explore what ‘we’ want, and our Whole Self…God is always on ‘our’ side, always enabling complete free will, walking the line for every desire of ours. Feel that. And move away from intellectual confusion about free will and destiny. It is only my will and the whole dances to my tune.

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Conjure beloveds, this beautiful temple. Walk into the temple and look at the altar. And it is you, current self, behold…it is you, it is you who is in that altar, your photograph, your icon, diamond like. In the center is your current self, and all around you is this diamond out of which you have been crafted -in which you are set.  The temple is to you, the temple is for you.

And now look who comes, who enters your temple but Shiva, Shiva himself comes and bows to you, Shiva bows to this beautiful beautiful aspect of his being that he has experienced only through you!! Shiva is in thankfulness, not you… Shiva is in thankfulness because of your experience, your awareness, your expedition, Shiva is all that He is and in this thankfulness he bows his hands to you. He is aware that He exists because of you, and in this he comes to your temple and bows down to you, feeling thankfulness for that aspect of himself that is you which has indeed allowed him to be Shiva- all pervasive and growing and expanding. If ‘you’ were not there, how would he expand? He would stagnate. And you are on the altar, witness, still, accepting this wholly in your heart.

And even as Shiva leaves, there comes Lakshmi, gloriously dressed, beautifully bejeweled and magnificent in all her colors and fragrant as all the flowers. And she comes to the altar and does the same. She “utaros aarti” (Hindi words)  of you, she sees herself in you, she is thankful to you. You are the abundance that she is. Your home, your jewels, is the abundance that she is known for, and she thanks you for that. She thanks you for desiring a new home and adding to her abundance. She thanks you for your joy and your bliss, which eternally adds to her, so that she may then impart more and more. She looks at you with so much of love and joy. She knows that you are what allows her to be, and wonders why you come to her temple because she should be coming to yours. And you are the diamond in the middle, knowing all this…and in that… still and joyous.

And then comes Saraswati, dressed in white, veena (musical instrument) in hand, pure wisdom, and thanks you, bows to you , that due to your wisdom is her wisdom. Every time you get a eureka, she expands. Every time you go for what you call classes and learn, she comes alive. Otherwise there is no Saraswati. Her presence is in your knowing, your wisdom, your learning, your growth. And she bows her hands and feels such thankfulness that because of you, she is. Because of your expansion, she is expanding.

And then comes Kali, vibrant, red powerful, strong, bursts into the temple, like a thunder and a lightening. And yet, observe beloveds, observe, that when she sees you in the altar, she becomes gentle and soft, the thunder and flash is gone…she becomes her true essence masking nothing from her self!  She is bowing down to you. She knows that the power that she is known for is in you. Every moment to you tap into it, every moment you use it, every moment of life… that is the power that she is known for. She sees your empowerment, in that is her empowerment. Every time you remove something, every time you add something, you add to Kali, and in this gratitude, in this humility, Kali bows her head to you.

See other Gods, whomever you resonate to, enter. See Hanuman, admiring your strength. The mountain that he carries is only symbolic of all the tasks that each one you carry. That is his message to you. That is why he bows down to you. See your masters, see your archangels. See them all tell you this, that they are because of you…they expand because of you…and in that you are their life force not they yours!  What would we do as masters, how would we expand and grow, we would stagnate. It is you who keeps us eternally alive and new. 

Now view all whom you have called teachers, gurus, guides. Each one enters the temple and bows their head to you in complete humility. Each master, each teacher, each guide, bows to you. They have realized that their teaching is only a part of the larger picture, a learning they required, an experience they required. By being their student, by learning from them you have contributed to them more then they have contributed to you. See their love, see their humility, and see their gratitude and thankfulness. See them sitting at your feet like you would sit at theirs, each teacher, each guide, each guru. And you are diamond, gloriouss witness, still, accepting, knowing all of this deep in the diamond facet that you are.

And now, view that the temple is becoming bigger and bigger, its expanding. And all whom you call loved ones, family, friends, foes, all are milling around the temple, all have come to say thank you for the role you have played in their life, their journey, each beloved, each challenge. And you are in the center, diamond, witness, still, knowing and accepting all of this in the diamond cell that you are.

And the temple has expanded even more. It’s almost like a stadium. It’s huge and big and perhaps more open. And it’s filled with every individuation in the world, in the universe, every individuation, everyone, every experience, every feeling, every thought, milling around you. And you are on the stage, you are on the platform… Each one, each individuation is looking at you and thanking you for your contribution, how you have impacted them, how you have impacted them. They thank you for whatever limitations you have removed from self, for you have removed that from the universe and them. They thank you for your ideas because that has given them a new energy to try and experience. They thank you for the beautiful unique aspect that you are, in which they can see themselves. Each one is singing your glory. It is your time, it is your moment in what you will call existence, to be a conscious God. Feel your glory consciously. Every individuation in the world or universe, in prayer to you,, in respect for you, in honor for you, in love for you. Shine, permeate this into your personal energy field, and radiate this, knowing your uniqueness, your glory, as an individuation and the whole!

And even as you do this, even as your energy field is full of glory and light and shining, you will in that one split second, view every individuation in his own temple, each individuation in this own temple, each individuation in his own platform, own stage, own center stage, yet you in yours. No words to go, so just go with this. As you touch your glory and beauty, you will see the glory and beauty and uniqueness of each one in center stage. Allow this to permeate you, allow this to permeate you. Yes, yes, yes. Beautiful, beautiful….godself amongst god selves, current self amongst current selves …all is the same…!

And now there is no temple, there is no ‘other’. All these aspects of self are dancing the raas - as pure aspects of self- each aspects of self dancing the raas with another aspect of self, twirling, bypassing, blending, uniting, beating sticks, matters not. In the centre you can say is Krishna, or your Divine Beloved Self-Vishnu- Void come alive- and all your selves… are your gopis…and ‘All of You’.. are dancing the raas. There is no you, there is no me, there is no Shiva, there is no Lakshmi, there is no stone, there is no flower, there is no rock, There are only different aspects of me, each one beautiful than the other, each one adding to Me/I .

Where are you in this raas? Which is you? Can you honestly say? Where is the other? They are all beautiful aspects of Self. And in the raas, there is no ‘awareness even of the dance. It’s pure being, pure feeling good, pure feeling good. And this is why God sings to you- I will walk the line-because the whole always walks the line for the individuation. That’s why I become individuated! Your will is His will. Permeate this into your bodies, permeate this into your atoms and cells, permeate this into your bloodstream. Fill your etheric body with it so that you may live in this knowing moment to moment

I am being given a sound. I am going to try and describe this. It’s like a clap… It’s your heartbeat…. This is you. I will physically clap now, symbolically…music would’ve been better…Every time I clap, feel the I. Become aware of you, current you, your heartbeat, I am. And now, each one in this group, clap, clap. Don’t be in synchronicity, clap in your own pace, your own speed. And now become aware that… this I…. that you heard in ‘your clap’…. has now mixed with all the other claps. So I am not only my clap. I am all these claps. I’ve only asked you to do the clap because the sound I heard inside was more like a drum. I was a drum, and around me all drums started. And I merged from my drum into all drums. Where was I? Which sound was I… But the beauty of the sound of the drumming, the being!  And then after all the drum sounds appeared or became apparent to me…. they all came together in one loud drum, I.

You may stop the clap and try and hear it within as the drum. One drum beat starts, which is your I, current I…. Echoes every where… and your I Nness blends with them all…. And when you become one with all drumbeats, they synchronize into one drum beat, which is I, Shiva, Shakti, Void/Vishnu …Wordlessly try to feel this non-identity self of yours.

Feel free, expanded, no words. When you open your eyes, look at everybody as aspects of yourself, not intellectually, each one a beautiful aspect of yourself.

Keep a mirror in your temples….symbolic only of the intellectual knowing that you have as Godself… Every time you sit at the altar, know all your different Gods are aspects of that….even in advaita you do not need to remove your gods and masters-only KNOW beyond intellectual understanding that they are aspects of you….and in that may you enjoy them most surely…more gloriously!

(Post medit) What is being done is- we are being taken- after all the Shiva Shakti meditations- we are being taken to move away from identity of any sort- even as gods selves- which is a big step. So, we use different different ways. The clapping… the drumming. I was hearing a drum, there was a drum, which was me, and then all the drums playing, so I become all of them, and then the one   drum. These are different ways. No words to go there.