The Cosmic Kiss                               19.02.13

SYNOPSIS: Conjure, if you will, the cosmic out-breath as ‘our’ in-breath, and ‘our’ out-breath as the cosmic in-breath... THE COSMIC KISS...! Come beloveds, take a deep breath in… and a deep breath out... breathe in, breathe out… breathe in, breathe out… and become aware that actually it is not ‘you/me’ that is breathing … but breathing is happening through a ‘you/me’. And as we rest unto this awareness - we move into the impersonality of what humanity considers its most personal private act - breathing! We move from personal breath - to the cosmic in-breath and out-breath! We move from personal - to universal consciousness! We become Cosmos/God/Consciousness breathing through a ‘you/me’! We move into true surrender- what deeper surrender can there be than that our very breath is what Cosmos/God/Consciousness chooses to breathe into and out of -  a seeming ‘you /me’!

What DEEPER SURRENDER than the awareness that whatever Cosmos chooses to experience and explore – is what the Cosmos activates with our every in breath-  our Now- current blue prints- current events and actions… thoughts… feelings - everything is activated by the in-breath that the cosmos breathes into us! And whatever the cosmos chooses to dissolve - is what it draws out as our out-breath- to release …and the cosmos to dissolve. Indeed it’s got nothing to do with ‘you/me’… events deeds thoughts feeling are happening dissolving as per the cosmos..!

Breathe in breath out- in this we not only abide in deepest surrender – but also effortlessly abide BEYOND THE EGO-NOTION - as universal Self !  Becoming one with the cosmos… the cosmos breathing in whatever the cosmos chooses to activate…experience…think…feel;  and breathing out whatever the cosmos chooses to dissolve… release… where are ‘you/me’ in this? Effortlessly there is no ‘you/me’….! Come beloveds  - breathe in and breath out as the Cosmos - instead of trying to fight, overcome or move from the ego notion (which only establishes it firmer)  … by abiding in the cosmic kiss…moment to moment breath awareness as the Cosmos… automatically there is no ‘me’- ego notion…to fight or overcome or move from!

THE FULL FLOW OF THE MEDITATION (AS IT FLOWED THROUGH A ‘ME’) – TO RECEIVE ITS ENERGETIC FREQUENCY BEYOND THE SPOKEN WORD ( On reading it may sound repetitive- but yet during the mediation it is energetically being encoded into each one)

Come beloveds to that place where you gather with us week after week…no physical space but the higher and finer frequencies…feel a sense of vast openness…vast vistas all around you and relax…and take a deep breath in and a deep breath out...breathe in…breathe out…breathe in…breathe out…breathe in…breathe out …and become aware that actually it is not you who is breathing in and out… it is more like you are being breathed in…and breathed out…the breathing is happening through a you… …it is effortless  …a spontaneous breathing in and breathing out happening through you… become aware of this. Observe the breathing in and out…in and out…at some point you become aware that you are not breathing in and breathing out…it  is happening through a you.

In analogy…see a fish tank…it is huge…lovely coral in it… breathing and breathing out…but it is the pump machine in that tank which is doing the breathing…not the coral itself…in the same way become aware as you breathe in and out…in and out……it happens without you making any effort. In this become aware of EVERYONE around you…how they are breathing in and out involuntarily…spontaneously…effortlessly... become aware of HUMANITY breathing in and out and in and out and in and out  …no one is actually doing the breathing…they are being breathed through…! Become aware of all the ANIMALS…the birds…the fish…each one is breathing in and out…but none of them are actually breathing…it is happening involuntarily to every aspect within existence…THE PLANTS…THE BIRDS…THE BEES… is being breathed in and out. Do not take our word for this… see how the in breath and out breath is spontaneous…involuntary through a ‘you’… humanity… animals…  birds… bees…and plants…and flowers…and every blade of grass…and become aware that actually it’s the COSMOS breathing in and out…in and out... in and out…

AND IN THIS BECOME AWARE THAT YOU ARE ONE WITH THE IN BREATH AND OUT BREATH OF THE COSMOS… IT IS THE COSMOS THAT BREATHES OUT AND IN… AND OUT AND IN… AND OUT AND IN.

ONCE AGAIN IN ANALOGY… your hand doesn't breathe… your foot doesn't breathe… your nose doesn't breathe…and yet as ‘you’ breath all these body parts receive their breath… in the same way you do not breathe… but as the cosmos breathes… all within the cosmos become part of the cosmos in breath and out breath… and in breath and out breath.

ONCE AGAIN IN ANALOGY… when you breathe you think that the breath you take goes uniformly to every part of your body… but that is not true beloveds… from your in breath whatever each part of your body requires, is what that part of the body receives, and once again in the same way as the cosmos breathes in and out… you are like its body parts…and thus as the cosmos breathes , ‘you’ as a part of the cosmic body are getting exactly that which is required for ‘you’ to exist and function.Come beloveds  breathe in and out… and in and out… allow the cosmos to breathe through the you… in this awareness become part of the in breath and out breath of the universe…

AND BECOME AWARE WHATEVER THE COSMOS… GOD… CONSCIOUSNESS (CALL IT WHAT YOU WILL) CHOOSES TO EXPERIENCE AND EXPLORE IS WHAT IS ACTIVATED IN ‘YOU’ WITH YOU’RE IN BREATH…! WHATEVER THE COSMOS CHOOSES TO RELEASE… LET GO… DISSOLVE… IS WHAT IT DRAWS OUT AS YOUR OUT BREATH! The cosmos activates with your every in breath… your Now…current blue print… current events and actions thoughts… feelings… everything is activated by the cosmos itself … it activates in each one that which the cosmos chooses to experience.

BECOME AWARE OF THIS… with your in breath is the cosmos breathing into you… bringing to life… activating that blue print required in every now… activating those experiences and events you are going through… giving life to whatever are the thoughts… giving life to your feelings… whatever the cosmos chooses to experience… explore… and know is what the cosmos breathes into you… whatever the cosmos chooses to release… let go… dissolve is what the cosmos breathes out of you… so breathe in and breathe out… breathe in and breathe out… breathe in and breathe out…but  become aware that you are not breathing in and breathing out… the cosmos is breathing in and out through a you… just the way your body parts don’t breathe when you breathe… sit in this for a few moments… become fully aware of the involuntary… spontaneous in breath and out breath… you have to do nothing… the cosmos is breathing through you… and in this even as you breathe in and out… and in and out… you become increasingly one with the cosmos in breath and the cosmos out breath… in breath… out breath… in breath out breath… i

IN THIS YOU AUTOMATICALLY BECOME ONE WITH THE COSMOS… WHERE ARE YOU ?

AND IN THIS BECOME AWARE OF THE IMPERSONALITY OF THE MOST PRIVATE AND PERSONAL ACT KNOWN TO MAN…HIS BREATH…WHAT YOU HAVE CLAIMED AS YOUR BREATH… YOUR IN BREATH… YOUR OUT BREATH… YOUR MOST MOMENT TO MOMENT PRIVATE ACT IS NOT YOURS… come  become aware of the impersonal in this most seemingly personal and private act of man… his very breath is not his… it’s the universe who breathes in and breathes out… breathes in and breathes out… breathes in and breathes out…so breathe in and out…and in and out… become aware of humanity breathing in and out… become aware of the animal kingdom… the plant kingdom… the bird kingdom breathing in and out… and become aware that its actually the cosmos breathing in and out…!  

BY THIS VERY SIMPLE AWARENESS… YOU BECOME ONE WITH THE UNIVERSE… ONE WITH THE COSMIC IN BREATH… THE COSMIC OUT BREATH …AND YOU MOVE INTO TRUE SURRENDER …you surrender even your breath… you become aware that whatever the universe chooses to experience is what you are going to breathe in… whatever the universe chooses to release is what you are going to breathe out… what deeper surrender can there be…when you know that it is the universe that breathes in whatever you are experiencing or thinking or feeling in the now… it’s the universe who is releasing…dissolving whatever you breathe out in the now… what deeper surrender beloveds than surrendering your very breath.So breathe in… breath out… breathe in… breathe out… breathe in… breathe out… become aware it’s not you who is breathing in… breathing out…you are being breathed in and breathed out… the universe breathes in and out… the universe breathes in and out… the universe breathes in whatever the universe chooses to activate of your blueprint… the universe breathes in whatever you choose to experience… every thought… every feeling… everything that’s ever  happening to you… is what the universe chooses through it’s in breath through you… sit in this for a few moments…in the impersonality of the most personal and private act known to mankind… in the complete surrender even of your breath… in knowing that whatever is happening… whatever you experience… whatever are your thoughts… your feelings…your actions the universe is activating in you through your in breath. Whatever is being released is whatever the universe is releasing through your out breath…

IN THIS YOU ARE NOT ONLY ESTABLISHED IN THE DEEPEST SURRENDER… BUT YOU MOVE AUTOMATICALLY BEYOND THE EGO NOTION INTO THE UNIVERSAL SELF... you become one with the cosmos… the cosmos breathes into you…the cosmos breathes out of you… whatever the cosmos chooses to activate…experience…think…feel… whatever the cosmos chooses to dissolve… release… where are you in this? There is no you.

THEREFORE IN OUR GATHERINGS WITH YOU… INSTEAD OF TEACHING YOU TO FIGHT THE EGO… TO OVERCOME THE EGO…WHICH IS NOT POSSIBLE BECAUSE YOU THE EGO… ARE FIGHTING EGO… WE SIMPLY ATTACH YOU… YOUR ENERGY FIELDS… YOUR AWARENESS TO THE HIGHER YOU… in that automatically the ego notion dissolves… experience that now… beloveds… as your breathe in and out and in and out and in and out… there is no you… it is the cosmos breathing in and out… whatever you may be thinking in the now is what the cosmos is choosing to think… it is the cosmos’s thoughts not yours… whatever you are feeling in the now is what the cosmos chooses to feel… it’s not your feeling… whatever experiences… events are happening in your life in the now is what the cosmos activates  to experience… it’s got nothing to do with the you… surrender even your breath… impersonal consciousness rather than personal...and as you become one with the universe or the cosmos… where is the you ?there is no you.Breathe in… breathe out… but now in the awareness the cosmos is breathing in… the cosmos is breathing out… every in breathe activates in you what the cosmos chooses to experience of itself…any out breath releases from you whatever the cosmos is choosing to release…being done with… surrender… impersonal consciousness… and most importantly you have become one with the cosmos… becoming one with the cosmos automatically there is no you.

NOW WE WILL TAKE YOU A LITTLE DEEPER… AS LONG AS YOU ARE THE EGO… INDIVIDUATED NOTION… YOU ARE BEING BREATHED IN AND YOU ARE BREATHED OUT… BECAUSE THE COSMOS ACTUALLY BREATHES OUT ALL THAT IT CHOOSES TO EXPERIENCE AND EXPLORE…AND THE COSMOS ACTUALLY BREATHES IN WHAT IT CHOOSES TO DISSOLVE… but because yet you are an individuated ego notion… when the cosmos breaths out… it becomes your in breath… and when you breathe out it becomes the cosmic in breath… so visualize this… beloveds…the cosmos breathes out whatever it chooses to experience/ explore…you breathe that in… breathed into you… it activates your current blue print… minute to minute… many of you wonder how your blue prints are activated… this is how it is… it activates your events…your feelings… your thoughts… and what you breathe out… the cosmos breathes in to dissolve forever… and if you are doing this well… you will become aware that THIS IS A COSMIC KISS… the cosmos breathes out what you breathe in…cosmic kisses into you… it activates through that kiss your current blue prints… your feelings… your thoughts… and as you breathe out into the mouth of the cosmos… it takes away all that is not required…that is redundant… that is done with…that doesn't serve you in the now…so for a few moments… beloveds be locked in this cosmic kiss … and just like a kiss activates many… many triggers within you… this cosmic kiss… your in breath activates your current blue print… your current events…your current thoughts…your feelings… moment to moment…breath is… MOMENT TO MOMENT TO MOMENT IS THIS HAPPENING… and you breathe out and the cosmos breathes it in… and takes away all that you don’t require… see this imagery whichever way it’s shown to you… it is a very important aspect of  today’s meditation… you are locked in this cosmic kiss… moment to moment.

THEREFORE NOW SEE THE COSMOS BREATHE OUT… AND SEE YOURSELF BREATHE IN WHATEVER IS GOOD FOR YOUR NEW PHYSICAL BODY… AND BREATHE OUT INTO THE COSMIC MOUTH WHATEVER YOUR NEW BODY/ PHYSICAL BODY DOESN'T NEED… and now once again the cosmic kiss breathes out  and you breathe in whatever is required for your new EMOTIONAL BODY… and you breathe out…you breathe out into the cosmic mouth whatever this emotional body doesn't require… and the cosmic takes it all in… dissolves it…and once again the cosmos breathes out in you…breathe in whatever is required for your new MENTAL BODY… and you breathe out into the cosmic mouth whatever your new mental body doesn't require.

YOU MAY EVEN VISUALIZE YOURSELF BREATHING IN WHATEVER IT IS YOU CHOOSE TO EXPERIENCE OR ACTIVATE IN THE NOW… BECAUSE YOUR VERY DESIRE /NEEDS IS WHAT THE UNIVERSE CHOOSES TO ACTIVATE WITHIN YOU… YOU MAY SEE YOURSELF BREATHING OUT WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU CHOOSE TO RELEASE… because your very desire to release means the universe chooses to release that through you… your desires are not yours… beloveds… they are mine…the cosmos… i breathe in to you what i choose to experience… i breathe out from you whatever is done… there is no you… your thoughts are not yours… your feelings are not yours.

Breathe in… breathe out… breathe in… breathe out…  see humanity breathing in… and out…see the animal kingdom… the bird kingdom… the fish… the insects… and the flowers… and the grass… even the stones…the  grain of sand… BECOME ONE WITH THE COSMOS IN BREATH… AND OUT BREATH… MOVE INTO IMPERSONAL CONSCIOUSNESS THROUGH THE MOST PERSONAL ACT KNOWN TO MANKIND… MOVE INTO SURRENDER THROUGH YOUR  VERY MOMENT TO MOMENT BREATH… MOVE BEYOND THE EGO NOTION BY BECOMING THE COSMOS WHO IS BREATHING IN AND OUT… WHERE IS THE YOU ? where is the you beloveds ? it’s the cosmos breathing in…its cosmos breathing out… the cosmos activating… the cosmos releasing.

AND AS YOU CONTINUE TO DO THIS… BECOME AWARE THAT AS AWARENESS - YOU CANNOT BE THAT WHICH YOU ARE AWARE OF-  SO WE ARE TAKING  YOU EVEN DEEPER… you are aware of the cosmos breathing in and out… you cannot be the cosmos… so we took you from your personal consciousness into the universal consciousness… and now we take you even beyond into still awareness…!! If I am aware I cannot be that which I am aware of…beloveds… so if I am aware of the cosmic in breath and out breath… if I am aware of the cosmos breathing in and out… I am not the cosmos… I am not the in breath and the out breath… I am not those blue prints and those actions and feelings… I am awareness… I am still awareness… what you call the gap between your breath. This is a very powerful potent understanding being imbedded into your very subconscious today… the work we have done with your bodies enables you to receive this highest of gyaan… don’t intellectualize it… don’t seek to understand it as yet… breath in… breathe out… you cannot help but breathe in and breathe out…at some point become aware that it is not you who is breathing in… it is the cosmos… in that you make the first shift…from you… personal consciousness- ego self …into universal consciousness/ impersonal Self- and in this you abide knowing that you are the cosmos… the cosmos breathes in the now whatever  the cosmos chooses to experience and explore… and remove.

AND THEN THE SECOND SHIFT…AS YOU ABIDE HERE… CONTINUE TO BREATHE IN AND OUT AS THE COSMOS… AND AT SOME POINT YOU BECOME AWARE… THAT IF I AM AWARE I CANNOT BE WHAT I AM AWARE OF… SO I AM NOT THE COSMOS…I AM NOT THIS IN BREATH AND OUT BREATH… I AM NOT THIS GAME OF MAYA… I AM NOT THE DUALITY EXPERIENCED… I AM NOT THE CREATOR WHO HAS CREATED THE EXISTENCE AND THE DRAMA… i am not the breathing self …i am not breath… i am beyond breath even while i am breathing… i am beyond duality even within it… i am beyond the physical even while retaining a physical body… i am awareness… which in your simple parlance is the gap between the breaths.

In this awareness that I am stillness… do those steps again… see yourself breathe in and out… in and out… become aware that you don’t breathe in and out… it is the cosmos which breathes in and out… so become the cosmos… in that become aware that if I am aware of the cosmos… I am not even the cosmos… I am simply awareness… in tHIS YOU MOVE FROM PERSONAL CONSCIOUSNESS TO IMPERSONAL CONSCIOUSNESS TO BEYOND CONSCIOUSNESS…. YOU MOVE FROM EGO SELF TO UNIVERSAL SELF TO BEYOND THE I’S…BOTH THE ‘I’/ ‘I’… YOU MOVE FROM BEING THE CREATOR OF YOUR LIFE- TO THE COSMOS BEING THE CREATOR - TO BEYOND THE GAME OF CREATION… AND ITS ALL SIMPLY THROUGH YOUR BREATH….

BECOME AWARE AGAIN THAT IT IS NOT YOU WHO IS BREATHING... YOUR LEG DOESN'T BREATHE… YOUR FINGER DOESN'T BREATH… but when you breathe the finger/ the leg/ the ear all get the breath…in the same way you don’t breathe… it is the cosmos breathes… you are being breathed. Indeed  ‘you’ decide what your hand has to pull… where your leg has to take you… your leg and hand doesn't decide… in the same way you don’t decide…it is the cosmos which decides  where to go and what to do… and that only happens through a you-  surrender of the deepest order …

BREATHE IN… BREATHE OUT… BREATHE IN… … MANY TRADITIONS ASK YOU TO FOCUS ON YOUR PHYSICAL BREATH… THEY ASK YOU TO BECOME AWARE OF THE GAP BETWEEN THE BREATH… BUT WE HAVE WORKED IN REVERSE… WE HAVE ALREADY TAKEN YOU TO THE GAP BETWEEN THE BREATHS!  Breathe in… breathe out… allow yourself to be breathed in… allow yourself to be breathed out… allow the cosmic kiss to happen …know whatever the cosmos chooses to experience is what it breathes it into you… whatever the cosmos chooses to release is what it sucks out as your out breath… and then become aware that what you are aware of you cannot be… you are the pure stillness… beyond the cosmos… and its plane of duality.

When you breathe in… your stomach must come out… when you breathe out… it must go in… then you are truly in sync with the cosmic breath… now even as you breathe become aware of  all that we have imbedded in you today… feel the cosmos going through you… feel the cosmos activate whatever it chooses… see the cosmos kiss away whatever it wants to draw  out from ‘you’  and release. And simultaneously become aware… you are awareness and not what you are aware of …be in this awareness for the remainder of your week as you breathe in and breathe out… not ONLY in meditation but through the day as you breathe in and breathe out… allow what we have embedded in you today to be  somewhere consciously playing out in your  mind…  a triple fold work has been done today… the move from personal consciousness to impersonal…  and then to move into still awareness… all through the simple act of your in breath and your out breath.

Greetings from breath itself.

You may open your eyes whenever you are ready

And so it is… And so it is… And so it is.