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‘Thought’ is that aspect of the cosmic play that we
personalize/identify with/claim as ours (thus resist or encourage them)- otherwise
it’s all just the cosmic play - cosmic nano seconds, stream of consciousness, seeming
events & experiences- but no doer of! Thus no (personal/separate) self = no thoughts. Thus as our sense of
separate self- our personal identity (often called the ego) increasingly
dissolves, we spontaneously begin to enter and abide in thoughtlessness.
IMP: Thoughtlessness is not a state without thoughts- but a state where
one doesn't identify with the thoughts! In this
we automatically become witness...! We judge not, get entangled not…with all
that passes through a seeming us!
1-THROUGH SIMPLE ANALOGY: We need an antenna to pick
up the zillion TV waves floating around. Based on the antenna’s frequency, it
picks up/tunes into/attracts/translates, the requisite air bytes/waves which
then play on its TV screen! But no antenna= no picking up waves = no story
(on TV screen)! Similarly, no personal
self/me/ego (the radar/antenna) = nothing to which the cosmic play attaches
itself to, nothing which can pick up from the stream of cosmic impulses = thus
no ‘my’ thoughts or my experiences,
only the cosmic play, events & deeds happen but no doer thereof!
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2-DEEPER- THROUGH SIMPLE ANALOGY: More so, like any antenna vibrates to a range of frequencies and thus
picks up a range of programs - we as current self –vibrate to a range of
frequencies and thus tune into ‘finer’ and ‘denser’ aspects of the cosmic
play….and their experiences! However our setting- ‘centre of attention’- the frequency we usually
reside in- is what will gather the most thoughts!
The trick is
to raise this centre of attention… raise our frequency (through gyan, bhakti, kriya, karma yoga ... through
our journeys... through lives...!) Thus
we begin to tune into like wise universal impulses… and thus requisite
experiences!
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3-EVEN DEEPER - THROUGH ANALOGY: And yet like any antenna does
not pick up random programs, but those frequencies that the
antenna is set on - we the personal /ego self do not pick up random
thoughts (and their experiences) but those that are our personal setting! Simply put,
this setting, that attracts our thoughts and thus experiences comprises of: our
soul purposes (what we have chosen to
experience/explore for the Whole or more accurately what the Whole has chosen
to experience/explore through a ‘me’); our
current life purposes (each life chooses a portion from the larger soul
purpose); our ‘karma’/ learning (what
we have chosen to expand or disempower from what we have picked up through our
myriad lives); our sanskars (conditioning
/ latent tendencies / our world view/ our sum consciousness at any given point)
Thus as we raise our frequency/setting … what’s really
happening? We are becoming chalices -an energy field that can hold ‘higher/finer’
current life, soul and indeed cosmic purposes- spiritual seeking, world
service, awakening… to name but a few! It also implies/leads to what we call karma being balanced - limitations &
ignorance (usually called negativity) being dissolved; awareness and unity consciousness
(usually called positivity) becoming the set frequency and thus attracting like
wise! Also as we move from personal self, karma is not only balanced, not only
becomes increasingly positive, but we come to a point of going beyond karma itself! No personal self=no karma! Ofcourse it
implies purifying ones sanskars- which
is an important aspect to understand- as it is our sanskars that translate the
cosmic impulses in personal ways! The same cosmic impulse/flow/play/frequency
will be viewed and thus experienced differently by different people based on
their sanskars! So some will see/thus experience everything negatively; others more
positively, some will be beyond the good/bad pain/pleasure happy/unhappy
syndrome of duality. Thus as we purify our sanskars we will move into the
‘bliss’ of being beyond opposites - which is the only way of being beyond ups
and downs- as ups and downs are part of life!
Another subtle point comes up here. We do not live in a
world alone-the cosmic play is made up of many actors- on our personal stage! In the meditation from which this writing arises, we
as the cosmic play/flow, experienced viewing the many antennas (personal selves)
still all there! Thus as we raise our centre of attention /setting/frequency we
are able to play an increasingly positive role in the lives of ‘others’! Many
different types of co-travelers/actors are required in each ones life - so we
play different roles in ‘different’ peoples lives- sometimes positive,
sometimes difficult and challenging! We can be the challenging Hitler’s or the
neutral colleagues or the supporting friends /soul mates or the enabling
‘service givers’- be it as teachers, authors,
Masters or any other role that enables the others! Thus as we raise our frequency/setting…we
indeed play increasingly positive, supporting, enabling roles! Till ultimately
no personal self= pure service!
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4- DEEPER YET-
THROUGH SIMPLE ANALOGY- We have already
mentioned above, that when we move beyond personal ego consciousness…when we
become the Cosmic play…it’s not that the personal ego selves disappear from
earth! The divyaa (put your own name
here) current self continues to exist, but you don’t identify with ‘her’
anymore, ‘she’ is just like any other entity in your life, and you become
witness to whatever is going on in ‘her’ life… and in this you allow ‘her’ to
play out her purposes, karma, learning etc without adding further to it!!!
I often view this personal identity/ego self as one of
those children’s old fashioned WINDING -UP TOYS. These toys function as long as
their winding-up/charge permits! Once the wound up/charge runs out - so does
the toy-unless you crank it up again! Thus we the personal ego self, plays itself out and
ceases to be only when its charge goes out! This charge is what we call our
purposes to be, karma, learning, sanskars etc! But if we give keep living as this current ego-self….giving
it the life force of our attention/identification –then its like winding up the
toy again...giving it one more crank...giving it more 'life' so to say to
exist…. rather than allowing its charge to run out as it must;-)! A fine point here, even if we the personal/ego
self try to move from being the ego self it implies identification with it-and
thus life force-another crank!! Thus the trick is to abide increasingly as the
cosmic play-non personal self-and in that you will be automatically
un-identified… and thus concerned not with pushing the current ego self! Be the
witness… allow whatever is happening through that current self/divyaa/put your
own name here… to play out… do not identify with it….get engaged not with it…judge
not the good and bad….live in acceptance of the now that the cosmos is playing
out through this current self… whatever it is….and the charge will play out as
it must in any wound up toy!
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So we come back full
circle to what we started with but you may better understand it now : No
personal self/identity (ego) = beingness/ the cosmic flow/thoughtlessness!
The stream of consciousness…its impulses…nano
second ‘nows’…beingness… (Call it whatever you resonate to) become personalized
‘thoughts’ and thus 'experiences' when there is an identity / personal self to
which they attach! Otherwise it’s all just the cosmic play/flow. Thus as
our sense of separate self- our personal identity- often called the ego
increasingly dissolves, we spontaneously begin to enter… and abide as …the
flow. This state of being has been described as a state of witnessing … pure
beingness…events and deeds happening but no doer thereof…bliss! Bliss -a state
of bring not devoid of all that makes up life, its changes and seeming ups and
downs –but bliss in the midst of it all as one is beyond the seeming opposites
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