From consciousness to non consciousness

    21-5-08   

      Part   1

Greetings...

See a pin prick of light...

Somewhere in the far recess...

Then, of course...if you are seeing a pinprick of light...become aware that you are in what you would call shadows ... darkness...non light...

And as you move towards that pin prick... and the light becomes ‘more’ ... or bigger ...or spreads... or emanates...and this darkness... this non light ...this shadow starts to disappear...

And there is more and more and more and more and more of light...

And suddenly there is only light...

You have gone through that pin prick and... You are in the light...you are the light…

Everything can be ‘seen’ ... There is only All That Is ...everything is clear ... All Is... and you are deep into this experience...awareness... of all that you are...

And even as you are in this light ... and as you experience it... enjoy it ... fulfill its reason to be… observe, observe beloveds ... what happens beloveds?

The light starts to fade out ...disappear... ping ... ping ... ping...

And the light ... pixels of lights ... are pinging away into what you will again call darkness... non light ...non color...

And as this increases... ping... ping... the light disappearing...

You are once again entering what you will call darkness ... non light ...non color... into nothingness yes but not nothingness as you know it…for it is the source of everything ness…. because light only gives light to-something... Brings life to-something

But what is that something? Which light brought to life...?

That had allowed you to ‘so called’ see...

It is... that... which you call darkness...because it has no color...beyond consciousness...beyond words...beyond...

Enter that...

Allow all the light to ping away...

Disappear...

In complete fulfillment...

In completely having seen...explored and experienced...whatever It gave light to...

And as it disappears...

Ping...ping...ping...

You are dissolving back somewhere … into what you will call darkness ... non light...non consciousness...

 Silence....

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And now ...inhale the fragrance...that we have emanated into your space...

Immerse yourself in this fragrance...

Traverse this fragrance...

Go into the fragrance...

Because fragrance unlike light... does not bring alive concepts...

It is a realm of experiencing... That...what you have called non darkness... beyond consciousness... in a way beyond ‘form’... through direct experience...  in more direct contact…. without the so called mind to come in the way... and therefore of course...

Silence

You know of experiencing All That Is, through light... But there are other universes...which experience it through different ...different...what you will call senses.. .because your five physical senses are only... the different universes...different mediums of consciousness experiencing this non light... non being ... beyond consciousness... through different means...

And those senses.... which are not so important to you in your current experience.. .what you call smell... and what you call taste... even what you call hearing ... are completely different universes... essences indeed of That… and therefore instead of a pinprick of light ...there would be a pinprick of fragrance...

There would be a pinprick of fragrance...which you would then increase and increase and you would get immersed in that...

Or there would be a pinprick of taste...which you would increase and increase....and you would get immersed in that...

Or there would be one musical note...which you would experience and expand...and become every note in the world...and you would get lost in that...You are more familiar with the realm of sound and music...and most familiar with the realm of sight...and seeing... and touch...and yet each is only one being ness...experience of... what lies beyond consciousness...

And in each universe…  as the fragrance or sound or taste  in all its aspects, nuances, blends is experienced and enjoyed and fulfilled will it ping pin ping out into….

Consciousness to you is   a realm of light...your realm... in the realm of fragrance...and taste... and sound... it is not consciousness as light... but you have no word for it... you have no word for it...

We will keep silent...

Allow the pinprick of light to again ‘be’...

Ping ping ping more and more… vaster and brighter…

Go through it...

Let there be all light...

All knowing...

All answers...

All experiences...

All fulfillment...

Every fulfillment...Love wholly explored

Automatically...therefore subsiding...resting...abiding into itself...

Ping...ping...ping... ping...

And again... increasing darkness...increasing non light...increasing non consciousness...

And we shall keep quiet....

Part 2

Yes... you cannot retain ‘This’ for very long... Yes... you cannot retain This non consciousness non light non being ness for very long... for you are deep into the consciousness… light experience…

And yet you can... somewhere deep in your heart... Increasingly indeed… as you are reaching fulfillment, completion of your reason to be…

All of you...take your focus up... beyond your... seventh... eighth chakra. You can remain in this...non consciousness...non light...pure pulsation... whatever words work for you ... at this point most easily to begin with…

Silence

And yet be aware that each pin prick of light...which bursts into this non consciousness... darkness... is  not ‘you’... is not you... is consciousness itself …birthing itself… lighting itself up to explore every aspect, every nuance through different... different chalices... called ‘you’ and ‘him’ and ‘her’...and ‘animal’...and plant... and ‘world’... and ‘universe’…

And then as consciousness feels fulfilled... it pings out...out...out... beyond consciousness... back into non consciousness... darkness... replete...and therefore it is not you who will decide... for there is no you… but when consciousness has played its game through ‘you’...will this pinging back into non consciousness happen... will ‘you’ first desire ‘it’…or paradoxically transcend desire… and then ping ping ping. And if you are on ‘the path’ on ‘the journey’ of consciousness experiencing itself through you... then you will be in that phase...when the light will be increasingly... increasingly increasing...! And only in its completion, fulfillment… all answers, all aspects nuances explored, all experiences replete, even love… will you ping ping ping…abide…rest back in ….

Each of you is at different points...

Silence...

And for those of you have now slipped back into... non consciousness...beyond light... you cannot stay there longer...

You have come out automatically...!

Automatically... just as... what we have called ‘non consciousness ... automatically spontaneously… comes alive... becomes consciousness...

No reason...spontaneously...

Spontaneously does non consciousness become consciousness ...

Ah Ah Ah … awareness of All That I Am… ah…

Experience... experience... experience...

Explore...expand... explore…

Fulfill... replete…fulfill … replete…

Subside... subside... subside...

Abide... rest...

Darkness...Non light... non consciousness...

Rest... replete…

And just as spontaneously does it again arise...

A flicker...

A pin prick...

Bigger....bigger....

More...more...

Glow... glow...

Light... light...

Experience... experience...

Expansion...fulfillment...

All fulfillment...all knowing... all seeing...

And spontaneously... does it again abide...

Silence...

And yet every time  it spontaneously comes alive... It comes alive…  as ‘your’ so called … consciousnesses at a higher level... because That darkness... That nonconsciousness... contains in it... all the experience ... all that light... which has subsided into it...

And therefore when it spontaneously arises again... it arises at what you will call a higher and more expanded...more fulfilled level...

And more and more and more and more and more and more...

And then ping...ping... ping... ping... ping... ping... ping... nonconsciousness… now with every chant…                                                      

                                         Om Namo Narayan

                                         Om Namo Narayan

                                         Om Namo Narayan

                                      Narayan Narayan Narayan

                         Om   Om   Om   Om   Om   Om    Om  Om  

The light is coming up again...so now ping ping ping into consciousness with every chant

                                               OM Namah Shivaya

                                               OM Namah Shivaya

                                               OM Namah Shivaya

                                 All light...all fulfillment...pinging back into ...

Un consciousness- beyond consciousness- darkness - non light…fulfilled consciousness?

OM Namo Narayana

OM Namo Narayana

OM Namo Narayana

Narayan   Narayan

OM Narayan