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BUDDHA PURNIMA-WESAK MEDITATION- 2009 Om
Mani padme hum is played
Dearest all, shut your eyes, relax...
‘think’ not about what we have spoken… let it just be there silently deep
within you; the meditation will be two fold, we will invoke light/fire and then
participate in the Wesak ceremony; allow
my consciousness to express much…much… more than what I can ever express
through words… so receive from the silence within the words… receive from where
the words arise... indeed receive in packets of light …
Come beloveds, see yourself near a body
of water… be it sea, ocean, lake… and take from it… a bowl of its water; see this bowl in your hands a small bowl- feel it…be it silver, crystal,
ceramic…and see the water within
it…alive and sparkling; Know this …water…. is like that concentrated drop of
water through which it connects to the entire ocean … the ocean of your larger
energy field and beyond… to the universal consciousness… pure light itself…. ;
yes know this bowl of water gives you
the power of a honed and focused receptor…
Now receive into this receptive water…
pure sunlight …gold; see the water
come alive… become sparkling gold light…see
golden light swirling in your bowl; now receive
into this receptive water moonlight …silver; see the water come alive… become
sparkling silver light…silver glitter and stars swirling in your bowl; now receive
into this receptive water… pure light… awareness… and all that light & awareness
imply; see it come in as
colorless light…transparency indeed; see the water come alive… become
crystalline… swirling in your bowl; Once
again allow light to permeate the water in the bowl …gold, silver, transparent
…know you receive the buddhic plane itself…. feel the water come alive…and your bowl holding pure life force
itself; now see swirling in… three
colors …three aspects of the plane of light …aqua/pink (love) blue (wisdom) yellow (will of god); and now see it infused with other rainbow colors- myriad aspects of
light/buddhic plane…stillness (of the larger macro view)… empowerment (one with
creator) … surrender (oneness with all) …passion (the creating impulse) …death or
infinity…call it what you may…(the removal of redundant for new to ever be)…sit with this bowl in your hands, feel it
beloveds, see it beloveds…feel the light…see it swirling…alive…magical..
Allow this light to come alive…pulsate;
to become a bowl ... chalice of pure light and allow this light to spill …spill…spill …flow….into your energy
field; see it awash with this light; see it spill…flow…into this group… to other
light workers …to humanity …see it
spread like only light can…and view it now as a fine mesh of light- a grid-a
labyrinth- all the way to the buddhic plane…one with buddhic consciousness; and now beloveds in reverse along the grid… allow light itself, buddhic
consciousness… to spill into humanity…all groups… your group…into self –sit a while in this.(Om mani padme is played)
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Come
beloveds see your current self expanded.... vaster… finer… glowing like light itself- prepared thus to mingle
with even deeper aspects of buddhic consciousness; a higher quotient of light…
prepared are you to receive those unique sparks that you require; allow light and it myriad attributes… love…
wisdom…will… stillness… creative force to light up your chakra’s 1 to 7… see them come on…blink blink blink ; see
them lit with light itself-no colors; now allow chakra’s 8 to 15 to blink on-be
torched with light…and now see chakra’s
16 to 22 come on… yes numbers
only to you-so go beyond the words and labels and know you light up chakra’s of
higher planes; don’t seek to know where they are…how do you access them-just command the subconscious mind with conscious
intent; instruct that those chakra’s and higher if you need are all touched by
the buddhic plane… and see you entire chakric system light up-you sitting like
a being with balls or whirls of light interspersed in your energy field; (a
dynamic Ganesha chant is played –Ganesha because this work is being done on
physical levels too)
Now…see yourself walking along this inner
path way- meandering-often called the serpents path; walk along this antakarna…yes symbolically see the
chakras become a golden meandering inner path way… and walk on it…all you need
to ‘do’ is take the first step and the rest glides along…so see yourself crossing
into higher beingness (Dynamic Ganesha chant is played)
Now…see self operating from this…but as your
current self, in your current life, with current people, and in day to day
activities …in the now; not as some
higher finer more ethereal being but as you are in the now! This is very
important beloveds because we bring the buddhic consciousness into current
humanity…into this physical game…into its exalted potential… and rest
awhile here….(Dynamic Ganesha chant continues)
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Now beloveds we use fire as sunlight-
its solar aspect…as solar energy and via your body (Agni chant is played) ; so see yourself in a beautiful open air
space…heaven on earth if you like…star card for tarot lovers… earths lap… green
grass, rolling hills, flowers, a soft breeze and the sun shining above you… feel its warmth light rays dancing in your hair,
pouring down your back ,caressing your shoulders…seeping into your skin; allow
self to fill, fill fill… and fill with this sunlight; ; fill some more till you
think there is no space and see it enter every cell molecule in your body; see
self sitting with a hundred zillion little suns within you….and then fill some
more till each sun burst within you pouring its glow… its light…its solar
energy and its attributes into every organ (those who need to heal a particular
part of the body focus on that organ); see it become your very blood stream…so
if you were to look within there is only a golden glow within you; fill some
more till you think there is no space and see it enter into your etheric
body…emotional body…mental body…so you are suiting with your body a glow and
three rings of glow around you….see it spill into your spiritual body-your
Buddha body…and know you are one with this consciousness, plane, body…moment to
moment-tangibly-physically! Not for a moment are you disconnected-only your
awareness of this tangible connection is! Sit encased in your buddhic body as
it permeates down wards into all your bodies back to the physical… (Agni
chant is continues)
Now…see self operating from this; but as
your current self, in current life, with current people, in day to day activities,
in the now; not as some higher finer
ethereal light being but a physical light being! This is very important
beloveds because we bring the buddhic consciousness into current humanity… into
its exalted potential…into operating in the here and now from its higher awareness-
larger view- stillness…automatic love and compassion; and now rest awhile (Agni chant
is continues)
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Now beloveds, your energy fields have
been carefully prepared to invoke fire itself! Call it Agni- call it fire-
Shiva…we invoke it through the
power of symbols beyond your understanding; so
merely focus on a flame of fire…like doing its darshan…like doing trataka;
understand not the flame; intellectualize not its meaning…allow it to burn its potency…its
sum… its different qualities …into you -
solar, electric, friction, heat, the cosmic animating impulse, its
kali/archangel aspect of death or infinite life; fire is deeply symbolic way
beyond understanding it is indeed symbolic of the mind of man, universe (
Carefully chosen music on the different sounds of fire is played-there is
paradoxically pin drop silence in the room)
Come beloveds, see the original spark of
light- your monadic self; see this
potent spark bring to life all around it-
light is known by what it reveals…see whatever you choose… see self and humanity
… joyous in a new beingness …
See the flame of passion burning vitally…desire…
the will of god/divine self… the game plan; see it reflect like the triple flame in your heart chakra…oneness with
self…seeming others…divine self; oneness with the only will there is…the one
will that pervades all- call it free will or divine will… call it destiny or
free will…
See self like a steady flame… knowledge into gnosis… lit by your inner fuel- lighting another Dia… a candle…which lives to give
its light …
See a flaming fire…ablaze…the fire of awareness
itself… automatically automatically beloveds…removing the ‘darkness’ of separation….removing all that is not required anymore… the
redundant, the patterns, the limitations…the stagnancy….
See, don’t try and understand, a
beautiful five pointed star within you…the exalted material plane…see
it being lit by a beautiful six pointed star…allow the
power of symbols beyond your understanding to work; and now rest
awhile…(soothing Om
mani padme is played)
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Now… this is very imp for the physical …and
its outer bodies…thus we tap into it briefly. View fire in its original state- as
a symbolic burst of light…call it the big bang – call it the beginning of creation
when light and all it reveals…All That Is…came into being! See universes, planets, stars, galaxies… earth, nature,
stone plant, animal, man; see this very very
clearly …this moment… for it is symbolically the perfect metabolic rate of the universe;
in perfect yin-yang alignment; complete chaos(movement) and yet complete order (stillness);
everything …everything beloveds…fitting into everything as required for
perfection experiencing itself… what you call cause and effect; all that needs
to be eliminated in this only upwards movement… being rendered null and void as
a gift indeed; view it …understand it not…its beyond comprehension unless
buddhic…(Om Shanti chant is played)
Now view it as two concentric circles
revolving …one clockwise and one anti clockwise…and know this big bang
moment…is paradoxically the energy known symbolically as Om
Shanti! Yes! Shanti is not cessation
of activity; Shanti is not the stationery stillness you link it with…Shanti is
the fastest finest frequency in the universe and thus appearing still like a
fan which goes so fast that it appears still and almost invisible…
Allow a laser beam from here to descend
into your crown chakra…see it come
down…feel its glow atop of your head…feel the moment of impact; allow all that
is…allow this perfect metabolic rate to enter you…
Allow into your mental body…its Shiva
stillness; the light, the conscious
mind, yang … action, empowerment …will … passion …focus… clarity… decisions;
Allow into your emotional body… its
Shakti Yin…its love, unconscious
knowing… play…flow…trust… surrender; its joy …fulfillment…bliss..
Allow into your etheric body- that all-important body which connects
the inert physical to its universal life force; so the universe and ‘you’ the
universe… the only two points there ever are…are in alignment…perfectly
calibrated…
Allow into your physical this perfect metabolic rate… enhanced digestion,
assimilation, elimination in physical ways- ideal yin-yang- acidic
alkaline…minerals, vitamins, proteins…ideal body weight-not fashionable- good
health, energy levels, good sleep…a perfect body –tool-towards light expecting
itself, perfecting perfection, all that is becoming more!
Allow into every molecule cell in your
body…and its four bodies- each cell a
universe to be aligned with you the universe…and sit in this for a while…in the
perfect metabolic rate for you mentally, emotionally, physically…and
rest in this awhile (Om Shanti is played)
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And feel the force of Om Shanti Shanti
Shanti- its paradoxical opposites aligned into perfection- feel…view… two
circles of energy going around you…yin-yang…all momentum…with you increasingly
in the still centre; feel the force symbolized
by the big bang…by Om Shanti spilling out from you …swirling around you … swirling like discs of pure gold &
silver… clockwise & anti clockwise… becoming wider and wider embracing
group… so now the force…circles are around the entire group…with you feeding it
in personal ways; and you and the group
more and more in the ‘still’ centre… feeling lighter and finer...and something
is happening …yes you feel you are becoming light weight … expanding into
formless light … rising off the very floor... becoming the light in this space ….now
spilling out of the windows.… splashing out… becoming one with light itself…this
is your vehicle for today…your vehicle today is nothing but a raising of your
own consciousness with light…and as light you become one with the light at the Wesak ceremony…no journey as such…just infinite
expansion of your light body…this is
your merkaba…
And you become one with the light in the
valley…with the valley and its happenings… as light itself ; your consciousness is everywhere so you don’t see
things in a 3d way but multi d way…as one with… and thus every point looking at
every point...
Come beloveds… be aware of the valley...
many are gathering... from seemingly everywhere but in perfect order; more and more …and more…are pouring in… adepts walking
in through inner light paths… souls
in their dreams sailing into the valley... some are traveling like you by
raising of their energies... some are brought by their masters…some come
physically… there is pin drop silence…(no
music)
Know you are present at the Wesak valley...
see self as the glow on the trees …
rocks; remain in this formless form for a while- be little fires if need
be…glowing beings if need be and know your task in this ceremony today is to
mingle wordlessly as light with all, towards what today is about; ignite what
each needs… just like each ignites you in unique ways…and slowly slowly… come
into a point of focus…as a light spark or as
current self..
And there in front of you is a vast
large flat rock with a crystal bowl of fresh spring water…! Yes the same bowl you
started with; and around this are masters- in light form - like a 5 pointed
star ; see this and then see in that light form the forms you wish to see of
beloved masters, guides, gurus… see aspects of Buddhic Consciousness; and know
they…or buddhic consciousness mingles with your through light yes but also
sound for they are now chanting some mantra you have never heard before; hear
the sounds, vibrations….know that through sound and light is there physical
form…and they use both to connect with humanity… water
and fire…
And the silence paradoxically is at full
volume... complete silence; you are in states of preparedness, receptivity,
expectancy… and as you look up into the North east where all are looking… you
sense a glowing light beyond all the work you have done with light today; Buddhic
consciousness directly descends... or Buddha in symbolic form (from wherever ‘he’ has gone... returns for these 8
mins... because he is a bodhisattva... he will not go ‘into the whole’... till
he takes each one of his individuated consciousness…each one of ‘you’ into
buddhic plane ) so see in the distance...a glow... like you have never seen;
it is gold but not gold... brilliant yet subtle...glowing yet soft… and it is
becoming more and more...you cannot decide... whether to say it is becoming finer or more potent
...it is a color... a glow...a feeling... you have never seen before... coming
closer and closer into the valley... the entire sky is alit with this… the entire valley is awash
with this… indescribable …with Buddhic consciousness… awash with love ,power,
wisdom…yes these are words only falling far short of what they point to; feel the heat...beloveds...feel the glow on
your arms... do not think you are conjuring... do not think you are imagining...
feel t your arms tingle...(beautiful music of light descending is
played- followed by the vajra-homage to Buddha- mantra )
See, feel, intuit, inhale, know…sense…receive
these energies that your bodies have been prepared for today; each one of you
is sitting completely bathed in Buddhic consciousness... permeating your body, skin... entering every
atom... every molecule... every cell... permeating within... into your very
DNA; flooding your brain... brains opening... the top part has been lifted
off … see old wires being dismantled... see old limited redundant
beliefs-all that has done its purpose-all that you don’t require being removed
literally like wires being unplugged; see new wires... new synapses being linked...
see new path ways taking you to a new human experience… enlightenment and its
experience in the here and now; and there on top of your crown chakra...is a
golden crown... what you normally see as Buddha’s hairstyle... but these
seeming coils of hair are energy portals- every pore open to supra
consciousness of the higher planes ….and today Buddhic consciousness allows you to don it; Receive
it with the honor that you are ready for it... or you would have not been here
in the ceremony; feel the ‘crown’ on you...feel it abuzz...alive... vital...
like a hundred million little energy portals. Establishing you in buddhic
consciousness and yet connecting you to higher ….four minutes before the full moon
and four minutes after the full moon; sit in this (buddham sharanam chants are played)
Feel the buddhic presence disappearing…Buddha
‘gone’…view the bowl of water sparkling in some magical way…and drink deep…of
this beautiful water of communion…portraying the symbol of the Aquarian age which is upon us… the age of the Water Carrier…. Yes…ah…how it all ties up…
For now pours out from you from where the
water has gone deep within you...pours out light…a path of light… for you to tread on; and all you need to do is take the first step;
and as you do… you glide along this path…meandering in its own ways into
buddhic consciousness experiences; and many… many more paths open from here but
each within buddhic consciousness; don’t
seek to know what…where…how…just know that each is within buddhic consciousness & its many
attributes love - wisdom – stillness- oneness- knowing – empowerment
–surrender… leading to enhanced life experiences… in the here and now…on
earth…as humanity…not as ethereal gods but as mankind!
Know that enlightenment is already
within you... its already happened …your destiny is unraveling towards what already is… in its own
time... in its own way... as smoothly... as easily... as magically...as
possible; view yourselves turning behind and saying... when did it happen ? How
did it happen? We had heard it was a journey... but it wasn’t quiet so...? It
just happened… by and by…! View the lightheartedness that enters in this
gnosis… you are no longer in a hurry…you know enlightenment is …you enjoy the
journey… the game… and a deep deep… deep chuckle rises forth from you… through
your beingness…sealing all the work of today…
You feel changed in unmentionable
ways... come beloveds feel the difference and suddenly... suddenly... you are viewing...
a five pointed star in everybody’s heart... twinkling beautifully... so tangibly…so clearly; See this beloveds...
you are sitting in this valley with the full moon... masters... angels... beings... a valley full
of humanity... adepts... seekers... dream weavers… meditative travelers like
you... and others in physical states...and yet each one... in their heart
chakra...is glittering with five pointed star…. each star unique like
a snowflake…fingerprint literally … each one is glowing their unique spark of
light; what a beautiful sight... very rarely can you be privy to this; and
now see these stars beaming out …beaming to each other… and together
becoming one big six pointed star…humanity and buddhic plane in complete
alignment… humanity moving up or buddhic plane down…view the goal of
humanity…its exalted experience…Feel… feel… the love....feel the wisdom... the will of god …power running
through each human… as one…… see each human dissolve into the star; realize you have gone through a sacred
ceremony... know that enlighten is inherent... and that the journey is so
beautiful... And hold the hand of the person next to you... symbolic of
humanity hand in hand… (what a wonderful world is played)
When
you open you eyes, see for a split moment within you the three fold flame, the
fine pointed star and the six pointed star…
Thank
you beloveds, thank you…and you and you …..
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